Chapter 18
Karma's POV
I was this close to marking that blueberry as mine, but he just had to ruin it. I'm honestly confused with trying to figure out what's going on in his head. I know that he wanted me based off the look in his eyes, but then they showed a hint of fear.
I've never seen him scared, except during times that he's around me. Is he really afraid of me? What did I do?
All I tried doing was showing my affection to him, of course both mentally and physically. I just wish he could communicate with me, actually tell me what he wants or doesn't want.
Maybe he just doesn't want you, Karma? He could've just taken pity on you and went along with your desires to be together, without actually wanting to.
As much as I attempt to, I'm unable to stop these thoughts from popping up in my head. A sense of relief washed over all of my anxieties when Evil Twin called me. I was too upset, not with Nagisa, but with our situation. I don't even know what the situation is. He won't talk to me as a lover.
Lover....
There's so many ways to describe the meaning of that word. For me, a lover is someone who makes you feel complete, someone who lets you enter their mind and know how they think, not just on an emotional level, but also on a mental level. What I mean is you find out sides of them that no one else is able to see.
That's what I want with Nagisa, my little blueberry, Nagi.
As I'm heading to my meeting place with Evil Twin, the words that Kayano told me start ringing in my ears.
Nagisa doesn't know how to open up to anyone, because he's afraid of getting hurt. Be patient and take things slow with him. If he feels forced, then he'll just push you away.
That's when the light bulb appeared above my head and lit up. Ding!
Oh damn it. I fucked up. Even though I'm a God, I'm still a teenage boy. The horniness took its toll on my mind, body, and soul. Now, Nagisa must feel that I was being impatient and forcing him to have an intimate relationship with me.
I have a better understanding of how Blueberry feels now, but my chest still has this sense of uneasiness from not realizing that earlier, also from not being able to give him the support that I would allow him to give me. Maybe if he would at least try to discuss and share his problems with me, then I could help him get through them.
Anyways, I'm sure that my distress is shown throughout my current facial expression. I'm entering the café now, so it's time to put on my poker face, and focus on the task at hand.
"There you are, Karma!"
I give my Evil Twin a wicked grin as I approach our table. "Let's get started, Rio." She smirks, "I got the equipment in my trunk, and his address on Google Maps. Wanna eat something first?"
"Sure," I sat down, and after we ordered, my thoughts drifted towards Nagisa. He honestly needs to get out of my head. Like seriously, I can't even enjoy plotting against people without thinking about the little blueberry.
I know what this is....
Drama.
I'm caught up in relationship-drama of all things. How pitiful.
Although, I guess Nagisa is worth is, scratch that, he better be worth is, because I don't include myself in pointless bullshit. Yes, he is a challenge, but I know that I couldn't see myself with anyone who doesn't make me work for it.
A simple being, like humans, aren't worth my time, and out of all the Gods that I've been around so far, Nagisa is the only one who's even got my interest.
Sure, people would think that Rio would be a good option, since she's the Goddess of Pranks, but I can't see her as a romantic interest, more like a sister. Plus, I've noticed her eyes set on a certain person in our class that has a massive sweet-tooth.
We started talking after pranking Maehara when he was flirting with all of the females in class, except for Irina, who made fun of his basic skills in seduction. That was hilarious. Then, that's when we decided to work together on causing mayhem to people's lives for our amusement, nothing life-threatening though, so someone won't get us in trouble with Koro or Karasuma. As much as I hate to say this, they scare the hell out of me. Never want to see either of them pissed off.
"Alright, Karma, spill it," Rio said, snapping me out of my thoughts that can't stay on a single subject for too long, apparently.
I gave her an aloof look to show confusion. "What are you talking about?"
"Don't play dumb with me. You haven't said anything since you arrived here, and didn't take a single bite of your food. Plus, you looked sad right before getting lost in thought."
Another thing to know about Rio: She's observant, not as well at noticing details through people's body language as Nagisa or me, but still impressive. Lots of times, we have conversations through looks and hand gestures, no words necessary, especially when setting up traps. So far, I can say that I trust her, for the most part at least. Weird how you can trust someone after pranking people for a while.
It's weird, because we don't talk much in class. I didn't like anyone, except Nagisa, and maybe Kayano for helping me, but Rio just walked up to me, after combat training, with some embarrassing photos of Maehara that we used as blackmail material to get him to try some moves on Irina. I've never seen somebody's body fly a few feet from a slap before then, and I bursted out laughing. That's when we started teaming up. I still stayed in the back of the class, across the room from Nagisa, while she sat next to Kayano. The class just assumes that all of the pranks are done by me, but don't even think Rio is involved yet. It's crazy, knowing what she's the Goddess of, yet they haven't made the connection. Now, back to my conversation with her.
"Nagisa and I are together now."
"It's about time. It was bound to happen, especially after that seduction lesson with Irina-sensei. You two were giving me goosebumps," she giggled.
I chuckled, "I'm surprised that you noticed, since you were so busy with a certain Goddess." I winked and her face was laced with pink. Now she's blushing, and I can't help, but want to go to Nagisa just to see his adorable blushing face.
"Anyways, I'm guessing you guys are having issues with your relationship."
My eyes widen for only a second, before going back to my aloof facial expression. Too late. She noticed. I sigh, "Yes, but I'll solve them once we finish tonight's mission." We both smirk. "Alright then."
We ate our food, a croissant with ham and cheese for me, and a plate of strawberries and cream filled crapes for Rio. Our food was delicious, but my cooking is still better.
We left the café after paying for our food, and arrived at our target's house.
"Based on what he said with Itona today, he shouldn't be back home until around eight, so we have five hours to set everything up, Karma," Rio informs me.
"Let's get to it then," I replied as we get out of the car, and grabbed all of the equipment.
A few hours passed, with only twenty minutes left before our next victim returns home, Rio and I walk to her car, which was parked across the street so he wouldn't notice us until it was too late.
Oh, speak of the devil, not me this time. Let's see how you like this, Terasaka.
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