~Y/N POV~

(One year later.)

It's been a year.

I whole year without the warmth of my husband by my side. I miss him so much, it pains me to know he is no longer on this life with us. I miss everything about him and never could I replace him in my life. I just want to grow old, with my friends and family by my side until we can meet again. No man could be good enough in my eyes. He was my one and only.

There in front of me as I stand in front of his grave for the first time in a year did I read his grave stone over and over again.

Min Yoongi

Beloved Husband & Brother

Born 9.3.1993

Died 8.6.19

The day of his suppose death will never move from my mind since that day I was the one that found him. Lifelessly sprawled out in our garden by the front fence, tossed like garbage. I don't know how long he had been there before I found him, but by chance it was me that was the first to leave the house that morning to go looking for him. He had been missing for days but yet my worse fears when I seen him in the condition he was in was absolutely horrifying.

He didn't look like my husband but that could be due to the swelling of his one eye and busted nose, not to mention the single bullet hole right between the eyes. It was obvious he was tortured before he died. To think he suffered for days, I didn't know the full extent of his injuries until I made Jin, our close friend and medic, tell me what they were after he performed the autopsy.

Finding my husband, the man I love so much with every fibre in my body, in that condition and not to mention dead it took me hours before I was pried away from his body. I didn't want to let him go, it took Namjoon, one of Yoongis closest and truest friend to pull me away from him. I was in denial for a while until it came to his funeral. That was when I finally accepted the truth of what had happened to my husband.

Only in pictures would I see his smile again and home made movies would I hear his voice.

We planned to have a family but unfortunately that didn't happen due to his untimely death.

Everything changed for everyone, not just myself but his friends, his brothers too.

Yoongi, long before I met him developed a group, a mafia gang if you ask me. He never knew his real parents and with Namjoon did they form this gang and became one big family. My brother and I were the last to join, but I only joined because of my love for Yoongi.

I would never forget the first day we met.

My older brother Hoseok, joined Yoongi after meeting at a bar that was shut down due to a bar fight, a drug deal gone bad. Then within a week later, I came home from school to see the most gorgeous man to ever have existed, sitting on my couch. The moment we saw each other from across the room I swear it was love at first sight. From then on he had me straight away no questions asked. I was his and he was mine.

A year later we married after I graduated from high school but after five years we planned to start a family since Yoongi believed he was at the peak of success in the ranks of all gangs throughout the country and thought it would be great to start for a family then but unlucky for us he passed away.

His kidnapping was unexpected, until after his death Jimin, Yoongis best friend and the best tracker the group has found this one man that knew all too well about the reasons to Yoongis death and it so happened to be Yang Dowan's doing and he had plans to come after me. So with that said we left the city and never looked back. Only did we return just for this one day for an hour to visit my husbands grave on the anniversary of his death.

Only Hoseok and Jimin could come with me, as the others were not up for reliving events. I was determined to come. My brother Hoseok came to support me even if it was hard on him too as he looked at Yoongi as his older brother, because if it weren't for him we would of become homeless. Our parents murdered when I was sixteen and with Hoseok being three years older than I was, he was struggling to keep a roof over our head. Yoongi helped us all, even Namjoon talks of how all of this was Yoongis doing even if he also had a big part to play in all this.

As for Jimin who also came with me, he simply said he came because someone had to keep an eye on me as well as Hoseok but I knew he also wanted to visit Yoongi too. Jimin and I use to be so close, like best of friends, I would tell him anything. But he changed after all this and barely speaks to me and is very distant. I hate it, not only did I lose my husband but also my best friend.

"We should go soon. It's beginning to rain." Hoseok

His voice rang out but I almost didn't hear him as I was too busy thinking about everything before and after Yoongi died.

"I suppose we should go. We've been here for an hour." Jimin

His stone cold voice comes next from my right side. They're both right we should really get going and head back home but I don't want to leave. It's like leaving him all over again and I'm not ready but I'll have for force myself to leave this place.

I felt someone grab my hand and I look up to see Hoseok weakly smiling at me.

"Come on Y/n, we should get going now." Hoseok

I only nodded and took one last glance at his head stone, reading his name one last time before allowing Hoseok to guide me away. Jimin already started to walk away without us and back to the car as it did start to drizzle a little bit with rain just like Hoseok said.

Though I stopped when in the far distance beside the row of trees behind Yoongis grave stone I seen a familiar figure. It was a bit blurry looking but I could make out the figure was male, had short black hair and wore a plain black suit and tie but I couldn't make out the face.

"Y/n come on, lets go home before it gets too late. The guys will worry." Hoseok

He was right once again. They would worry.

I tore my sights from the figure and nodded at my brother when he then began to take me back to the car but I glanced back at the figure but only to find that it was gone. It was as if it wasn't there. Maybe I was seeing things?

Getting back into the car Jimin was already in the drivers seat waiting for us. Once I got into the back seat and Hoseok in the passenger seat, Jimin took off driving so we could all go home. I don't want to leave but I have to go home.

I hope everyone is okay back home also?