"What should I do!! What should I do!!" I begin to crack my brain like a computer looking for a answer.

"I c-a-nt-brea-t-h" I said while he released his hand a little, thank God for that.

"Am not joking Zaira, you know I can snap your neck and nothing will happen" what is happening right now is like a shock to me, just under how many minutes he's already performing like a wild animal.

"I-wa-s-try-i-ng- to get-acc-e-s-s-to-my-fa-mi-ly-wi-fi to see you had a-hand-in-wh-a-t happened " I struggled to speak. Luckily he brought the lie as he let of my neck.

"You could have said so" he tried to get close to me but I shifted back in fear.

"Please, please don't touch me" he watched me shed tears and shiver in fear.

"Am sorry if I had hurt you" he calmly said with broken words "I should leave you let you rest" he said leaving me alone in the room.

"Thank God he believed me" I smirked . One thing am good at is pretending just so things can fall in my favour and Rafael is a good pet for me.

RAFAEL P.O.V.

"Have you guys managed to find out who was behind the fire?"

"Yes Sir and it's no other than Nash working along side with The Executive's" Leo said.

"I never knew Nash had connections with the Executive's" I said.

"But Boss for them to be able to easily get in this house I think someone sold us off" said Leo.

"Well pretty sure someone did. Simon come closer" I said as he walked colder to me, he looked ready for whatever is going to happen next.

"I left my wife in your care" I was already bringing out a pistol from the drawer beside me. "So tell me what went wrong?"

"Am sorry about everything Boss but I have no idea" he confidently said.

"Ohh really then be prepare to face the concequences" I smiled as I pulled the trigger, there was a heavy silence in the room. "Clean this mess up" I said.

"I literally though that was going to be my head" said Simon.

"I guess it isn't your lucky day to die" Leo my best friend since elementary school who showed me the way of a gangster life.

"I remember I saw him the day me and Zaira went to her family house talking secretly with Nash" I explained cause it looked like they were going to kill me with questions any time soon.

"So Boss aren't we going to attack back" said Diana who looked ready to kill over a hundred men, sometimes she makes me worried for the people she kills.

"She's right Boss we need to attack back, if not it will seem like we are weak" Bruno a member of my gang said.

"That's not a bad idea why don't we skin them all alive and burn them till they cry every single tears in their eyes out" I was filled with excitement as I've been holding myself for a while now from enjoying killing.

"There will be no need for us then?" Gray might look scary but he is one who always try to ignore a fight despite the way he's dangerous.

"I wouldn't want to get my hands dirty for now as the government are at me so you guys do the work. But, don't yet kill Nash I still want him to frustrate my little Zaira for some while" I said.

"Yes Boss!!" They all replied.

"Am going to my room no one should disturb me till you have news that all of them are dead" I walked out and straight to my room.

    "Why does it always have to be us getting out hands dirty? He treats us like we're some waiter, we only serve when he orders" Malcolm who is even older then Boss himself has always hated the way he treated him and always had eyes for the outside.

"Stop complaining Malcolm, if not for the Boss you would have been dead by now" Simon who always hated Malcolm cause of his greediness said.

"Ohhh should I be grateful to a motherfucker who is a psycho for giving what does he call it again grace" before anyone knew it Leo shot the bag beside his head.

"Next time it's going to be yours " he said.

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I tried to sleep but I couldn't as Rafael who was sited beside the fire with a bottle of wine and crossed legs kept starring at me without blinking for the whole night.

"Good morning sweetie"

"Is it time yet" I shifted  my body to the other side  only to find Rafael lying naked beside me.

"Aahhhhhh" I felled right down on the floor with a messy hair.

"What the fuck are you doing on my bed?" I asked.

"What are you talking about aren't we married" he hugged me wrap his hands around my waist, then begin to kiss my neck.

"Are we really going to do this!" I calmly asked with a fluttered face.

"Yes and don't tell me this is your first time" he said as his hands shifted straight into my garment.

Now how am I going to tell him this is my first time.