This book might contain things that are disturbing to some readers, and probably confusing to all of them.

This is not a work of fiction. Or somehow it is. But not really then again.

I don't want votes, there's no need for that. You don't need to comfort me. You will only see vents here.

I don't know if I need help. I don't think somebody can help me. I'm not expecting you to help me. I just want to talk about my struggles.