A/N - An interruption again, Apologies.

Another trailer that belongs to a story that is inspired by my life, hope y'all like it.

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Y E A R S   A G O 

B O N D I T A - 13

A N I R U D H - 16 

. . . 

''How could you be so cruel Bhargav! She is our mother, how dare you say such things about her'' I snap at my brother who came back, a careless expression on his face. He placed a wooden stick onto his teeth, chewing and moving it between them.

''I am not lying, I am just tired of this shit, why can't she do what dad tells her to do! Why should she be so adamant! She deserves this!'' he shouts making my tears slip down my eyes in anger, this is not my brother.

''Go marry that merchant! Tapas Mukherjee! And get us some money, we are broke, this is a rare chance, they don't need any dowry, they just need you, at least you could do some help little girl'' he spats viciously making my heartbreak audibly.

''Wha-''

''Or maybe him, what was his name, Anirudh Roy Choudhary, heard his mother helped ours today, such a prestige, good, marry that filthy rich high cast, we can get more money than from Tapas.'' he snickers, a dark glint in his eyes which was once filled with love. 

''What the hell are you talking about! I have never even seen him in my life! Anirudh Roy? I have just heard his name, do you think people as low as we ever get to see people like him? Have you lost it?'' I lost my marbles and grabbed his collar shaking him violently. 

He grabbed my arms and ripped it apart, smirking ''Don't be feisty with me little sister, you're 13, you're good for seducing, go one, be of something good, go whore around!'' he says pushing me, I stumbled backwards.

''Do you think of me like that?'' I ask, my lips quivering, my voice trembling and quivering. 

''Of course, I do'' he says casually biting his nails, shaking his leg up and down, raising an eyebrow with uninterested eyes.

I tightened my fists and stormed outside, tears of hurt cascading down my cheeks, never even in my dreams did I imagine my brother would do this to me. Before I knew it, I was through the main town, bustling with people.

I hate towns, it's always so busy with white British rode with their fake pride, heads high and chest puffed, looking at us like lowlives. I scuffled through the men doing their chores and jumping over the women sweeping their verandas, dust coming from them.

I tied my hair in a tight bun with a few loose strands over my eyes, tightening the knot of my saree, I sighed at the extreme heat that made me sweat, the woods were cooler. 

I stopped in my tracks when I saw a huge mansion that towered over the others, its extravagant architecture screaming money. I knew at once that this is the famous house of the Roy Choudharies, our overlord.

I ran my eyes over that architectural marvel, I can only imagine living in such a place, My eyes snapped into the house courtyard when I heard a female laugh.

I softly peeked into the gates of the house, my hair falling over my face, I saw a pretty little girl of my age running through the huge verandah, lined with marbles, I saw my saviour sitting on the chair, looking at the girl with a smile, her hands on her womb.

She still radiated power yet motherly love, I truly adore her, thank you for saving my mother, I whispered to myself.

My heart stopped when I heard a burst of deep laughter, which strangely belonged to a boy in his teenage period, his hands came and wrapped around the girl's waist, lifting her up, making her scream in joy.

He was too tall for his age, he had a very attractive face, he looked like... Royalty.

His luscious dark hair was very way that fell over his rich brown orbs, his sharp nose wrinkled as he laughed, dimples poking into his skin under that perfect cheekbones, his pink lips widened, his perfect jawline clenching as he laughed.

He was so young and yet so beautiful, I felt entranced, unable to move. For a moment I felt a tinge of wish that I could be that girl, they looked so perfect, happy. 

I unknowingly chewed my lips and looked at them, before I could know it, he turned and his eyes met mine, I stopped breathing.

A bright smile formed on his mouth, his dimples becoming more prominent, his perfect white gleaming, I stood rooted there. 

''Hey! You!'' he says raising his hands at me, I choke on my breath, I am done for.

''M-Me?'' I stutter, pointing at myself, he chuckled beautifully and nodded, aiming with his hand asking me to come in. 

''Yes you, come on it young girl'' he says tinkling his fingers, I gulped softly and walked backwards.

I am awestruck at his words, is he asking me? Of all people, a lowlife to come to a person like him. I walked backwards, stumbling on the stone, I winced when I felt my knees touch the ground, a shot of pain going up my spine. 

I bit back my tears not moving the hair that covered all my face, just my embers showing through the strands.

I heard thumping footsteps coming towards me, I saw the high cast lad Anirudh knelt beside me, the expensive leather of his feet gleaming under the sun while I looked at my barefoot.

I looked at his English attire made out of soft threads and my cotton rags, I felt my heart swell in pain, I can never be at the same level as he is. 

I looked up at him through my heavy locks, I touched my hair gently as I ran my eyes through his soft perfectly set hair, it looked so delicate. 

''Hey, you ok kid?'' he ask trying to find my face through my hair, raising his hand to touch me, but pulled away gulping. He looked nervous about something. 

I simply nodded, lying, clutching my aching knee, tears streaming down the skin of my face.

''Well look at you, you got some pretty ember eyes, one of the prettiest I have seen, well can you just move that hair from them? So I can see your gorgeous face? Yeah?'' he asks softly inhaling softly, bringing his hand to move my hair.

I gasp and lean backwards, not letting him touch me, not even a single bit, he frowned at my actions.

''I don't bite little girl'' he chuckles, his beautiful hazel gleaming as he did, I think he found me amusing.

''I know'' I manage to mumble, fiddling with my fingers, looking at him through the curtains of my black strands, I knew I was in trouble. 

''You have such a sweet voice, I wonder why you like hiding your face, I can bet you're beautiful'' he says crossing his hands across his chest, a gentle smiling lining his lips.

I couldn't help but watch his full pink lips and bite mine, they were so perfect like it was the most beautiful and softest pair of them, how lucky are the ones to kiss them, how lucky are the ones to be worshipped by them, to be kissed by them.

I couldn't help but go read at my own thoughts, not even once a male has made me go so deep into him but this boy, he's special.

Well I guess mother was right, there will always be a 'special' boy in one's life that can make you feel giddy, butterflies in your stomach, make your heart pull, and your thighs clench. 

And for me, I knew this was it, I knew I lost my own marbles, looking at his smile, watching those dimples poke are the most cherishable thing, because I have never seen someone who looked so beautiful, I never knew if beautiful was a term for men, but if it ever was, it was for him.

I was utterly and completely smitten by him, under his spell that was as delicate as the strands of hair and the feathery long lashes of his eyes.

''Lost are you little angel'' I heard the deep voice that made me look up at him, oh what I could do kiss and to be kissed by those sinned lips.

Oh my my, his voice is pure carnalism.

''Kind of'' I whisper, moving a bit backwards as his hands came towards me again, I noticed a huge emerald ring on his hand, It looked expensive, and so did the watch strapped onto his left wrist yet he looked no elder than 16.

I saw the larynx drop at whatever he was nervous about, before he could touch my hair he was startled by a call.

''Anirudh, over here my boy'' I heard a strong masculine voice coming from the inside of the mansion, he looked down, all tensed at his father's voice.

I took the opportunity to run away, getting up, I swiftly ran away from him, but I knew running physically away from him doesn't mean that my mind would float back towards him.

I couldn't smile till my jaw hurts thinking about him, the feeling for him was crushing me, and I loved being on this web. 

I bend down in front of the river bed, moving all my hairs from my face, I looked at my own reflection in the mirror, the tanned skin of my cheek was coloured red.

You got me all hooked up Anirudh Roy. 

. . . 

I breathed hard before tying my hair into a high pony, taking an earthen coloured scarf around my face, just enough space for my eyes, adjusting my dress around my body, I found myself in between the same swarm of people and British officers. 

This time I knew where to find him, because I made sure I did, making my way in between the markets, I reached a school, which stood just as majestic in between the town like the Roy Choudhary mansion.

Only the best of high-class children learned here, I knew my worth and I knew I could never ever learn here, but I was here something. 

My breath hitched when I saw him come outside, holding hands with the same girl I saw him play with yesterday, my heart dropped when I saw how happy he was with her.

You've no idea how lucky you're girl, he didn't notice me standing behind the trees and crowds of people, he wore the school uniform shirt and long pants, a leather belt on his waist, even at such a young age, his hand muscles were tones, his jaw was very sharp, he looked very mature in those glasses.

I felt my knees go giddy when I saw him smile at the girl, oh those lips.

I followed him outside the school premises, what I was doing was wrong, I must never stalk a man like this, but I had no other choice. 

I knew at once that he felt being followed by his actions, he looked back every second and I managed to hide every time.

''Bye then Mini''he whispered to the girl before pressing his lips onto her cheeks, she went red flustered before nodding and walking off. 

''Come out, whoever you are'' I froze at his words, looking straight into me, how did he manage to find me? I suck at this. 

I timidly walked out of the trees, my fingers fiddling with each other, I looked at him, my light embers locking with his deep hazels.

''You?'' he asks, astonishment lining his lips ''I thought I never see you again when you ran away a few days back from me''

A knowing smile touched his lips as he talked to me, it was so beautiful to see him smile, that too for me, even though he can't see between my scarf, scarlet tinted my cheeks. 

''Very wise of you to scarf up your face this time, so I won't see, I told you, I don't bite or maybe you are too beautiful to be shown?'' he asks cocking his head to his side, a single strand of his silky hair falling over the rim of his glasses. 

I was speechless, both by his words and his sheer simple beauty. 

''Tell me, why are you here?'' he asked standing a few inches away from me, his eyes looking down at him, I could smell a beautiful scent coming from him, I could smell this my whole life. 

''I have a crush on you'' I suddenly blurt out before I shut my mouth close, my eyes widened in dread and humiliation while his in astonishment.

''What did you just say?'' he asks chuckling nervously, unable to process my words, his eyes heavy with confusion.

''I-I, nothing'' I stutter nervously, tears threatening to slip out from embarrassment. Looking at my bare feet and his leathered ones.

''No No, you said something, you said you've got a crush on me, why?'' he asks gently, his expression void of any emotion but his eyes soft. 

''I-I uh'' I hesitate, letting a teardrop out of my eyes, he was quick to notice that.

''Hey Hey, please don't cry little girl'' he says extending his hands to touch me, and before he could, I did the act of cowardice.

I ran, faster than my feet could ever take, pushing my ways through the people, I ignored his shout to come back and his apologies, I couldn't take it anymore.

I ripped my mask from my face and let my tears stream down, I felt ashamed of my actions, this is never me, I was never like this.

I closed my eyes and saw flashes of his smiles, and most of all those beautiful lips, even the purest angels would go jealous over his. 

I wish I could feel them, this desire could kill me, but for the first time I wished something so deeply for me, I wish I could see him again.

And most of all, I wish I could feel those lips just once.

. . .

I moaned at the feeling is his syncing with mine into a clash of lost passion, I felt the most alive just by the taste of them.

For years, I just imagined what it felt like to kiss them and now I knew it, my first deepest desire is fulfilled today, he gave the one thing I always wanted, a taste of his lips.

They were just as soft as I imagined them to be, yet as heavenly, I dreamt of how beautiful it must be to kiss him and this was a whole new world, it was more than beauty, it was surreality. 

I ran my hands up his biceps, feeling its might through the layer of his dripping wet shirt, the rain poured heavily in between us making the tangling of our lips feel more ethereal.

No this can't be real, I can't be feeling his lips on mine, the way he held and pressed his whole body onto me seemed like he wanted the same.

Up the biceps, I felt my hands walking the crane of his neck, edge of his jaw and skin of his cheeks, it went behind his head onto tangling into his wet hair, which was still as soft as silk despite the non-lubricant rain. 

I pressed my other hand on his torso pushed him, when I felt my lungs burn out of oxygen, his lips slowly left me, pulling my bottom lip between his as he did. 

He looked down at me through those wet lashes with his dark eyes, that was filled with something I couldn't decipher.

''Thank you for completing my dream'' I whisper unknowingly, my heart swelling in joy.

. . .

Sheesh that hit meh right here *points my heart*

One hell of a chapter to write, well that was literally me when I first saw my crush at school, so umm yeah.

Me jumping onto my love's arms because I feel all giddy after writing this chapter and want to be kissed too!-

Me and my readers after reading this chapter (relatable?)-

See you soon lovelies, I will reply to all your AmaZayn comments soonish! Just gimme time to finish my crappy exams!

Im a 16 year ol' granny alright!

Buh-byee!

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