She was exhausted of everything.....
Drifted in a deep slumber...... Too frail to fight.... And too much of a coward to leave...
She had already known the pain of losing a loved one.... And her fear of going through that pain all over again was so great......
She would rather succumb his proximity....than leave.....so she quit thinking about all that had happened..... And closed her eyes... Just to exhausted of physical and mental assaults that she had went through.......

He was lying right next to her.....

Looking at the scars on her frail skin....
Bluish marks of his hand on her face.... Her milky back.....
Her bruised arm.... And swollen lips....

The unimaginable pain... And torture he made her go through....while attempting to hide his own cowardice and insecurity.... He had claimed to love her... Wanted to protect her from all the prying eyes of the wicked world...
Yet in a weak moment ended up giving inexplicable pain.... And scars that might never leave her soul....

Tears flowing from his eyes... As he witnessed her wincing in pain even as she was asleep.....
He was wishing with all his wretched might that he could just travel back in time and undo all the horrific things that he had done.....

He was choking on the lump formed in his throat..... Seeing her so vulnerable.... And worst... he was the very reason for this condition of hers.....

He leaned against the door outside the the room.. Crying hard.... On what he had become... On what he had done....
How he wished he could get a single chance to undo his actions....

He had felt himself so unworthy of her love and devotion....
he was frustrated.... By the fact that she wouldn't think twice before compromising her virtue... Her self respect for him.....
On one had he felt so undeserving of her love.... And on other.... He was too addicted to her... To let her go...
.. He has trapped her in this delicate relationship... Wherein she had silently dealt with exploits of his wretched complicated self...

And all this turmoil... Inside him... Had led to the explosion.....which again ended up injuring her... Last night.....
This was the very reason... Their relationship wasn't meant to happen...... Perhaps...

She woke up.... After a few hours.... Dizzy and flustered...... Faint images of last night still running in front of her eyes....
Every inch of her body was aching.... And her arm..and her lips were bruised...

She covered herself in the blanket... Looking around the disoriented room.... Their torn clothes lying on the floor.....and he was not there beside her....
He didn't find it necessary to be in her proximity.... To comfort her....she thought....

She tried to get up from the bed..... But......was too traumatised.... Wincing in pain.. She somehow headed towards the bathroom... As she saw the scars on her body... The scenes of last night came running in front of her eyes and she started sobbing loudly and bitterly.... Sitting on the bathroom floor...
The girl inside her was completely shattered....... And devastated...

He came rushing inside... Hearing her cry.... Leaning against the bathroom door.....

As he touched her.... She shivered in voluntarily.... And he felt as if someone had stabbed him in his chest.....

He touched the marks on her cheek lightly by his fingers.......
He took medicine.... And started applying on her bruises... And teeth marks on her arm... Back and neck region......
She winced in pain....constantly looking at him.... Her eyes questioning his... A havoc in both their minds.... Her gaze... Made him lose all his composure and he broke down sobbing bitterly.... Pleading her to forgive him... Pleading her... Not to leave him... To give him just one chance to heal her... To make everything alright....

She had cried along too... At how everything fell apart.... What time and circumstances made him do.... She could never forget the scars he gave her....but looking at him shattered.... Pleading for an apology is what was more painful.... Than those scars and bruises....

He wrapped his shirt around her.... And took her to bed... In his arms... Like she is the most delicate thing in the world....

They both silent... Knowing that no word of love and affection would help right now.....
He placed his head in her lap.... After applying medicine to all her wounds....
And she couldn't help ruffling his hair... Telling him that she jas forgiven him... That she knew that he never meant to do this to her.... They both slept in each other's arms... For quite a long time... Just allowing each other to feel.... What it is like to be completely devastated in love.....

guys i know this update is a little boring ... But this is what i wanted to write ....i don't exactly plan much.... Just write whatever comes in my mind.... Feel free to comment and criticize....
And btw... This update is dedicated to maaham123.... Thank u for wonderful ideas and comments....