He went without telling me whether we were going to meet as usually on coming Monday or not , so I decided to text him and tried a hundreds of ways to ask that without embarrassing myself but couldnt get one so after twenty minutes of word fighting I dropped the idea, but the moment I left the phone , it beamed with the notification of message from him , and I opened it as fast as I can , it stated

if you are comfortable then I would like to take you somewhere on Monday at our usual time , meet me at the cafe.

where?? I texted back immediately

dont worry ,you will be safe.

i just wanted to know

it will be good surprise for you ,take it as an apology but if you are not comfortable then leave it

I didnt mean it , ok I will go

I told him I was coming but I knew I was going to overthink about the place but still I said yes because he would be there. There was something more I started to think ,something I never thought I would . It was a feeling of telling him that he could call me , to give him the first bead ,to tell him why I hated the calls everything but the other half was adamant that if I did this then am going to lose because firstly he will get to know the reason behind one of conditions and giving him bead will lead to a step closer to my defeat.

I was thinking no ,actually I was overthinking on every possibility and action that at a moment I wanted to cancel the plan but then his message popped again

if you dont mind , if you have something white ,wear that.

will try. I texted and may be he sensed I was quite irritated , and then there was another message

you can say no to anything , anytime I wont mind

I know , dont worry

It was Monday and I was going towards the café wearing white colored, knee length floral dress . I usually avoided wearing it, obviously because it was white and I loved it too much but as he had asked me to wear something white ,I wanted to wear it . There was no logic why I had bought one of the bead with me because , there was no way I could tell him anything, long before I started feeling a lump in my throat whenever I really wanted to tell someone about me, so it was pretty useless but still I had bought it .

When I reached there he was already present as usual but this time with a cab , I went near him and when our gazes met ,he kept looking at me till I waved in front of his face , that got him out of trance

you thank you. For wearing white, you look good he said stuttering

Even he was wearing white shirt and a black jeans , a black stud, little messy but good looking hair, his clean shaved face, his watch , everything I mean everything was just perfect , for a moment I again wanted to ask him that is he wasting time on me , he could get anyone, literally anyone but maybe not me ,okay its just six month thing ,I reminded myself.

you look nice too I said

Then we got settled in the cab and it took total thirty five minutes to reach wherever he wanted to take me , I had been always nervous going without knowing the destination but his presence made unusually relaxed and I kept on looking at him through one of the rear mirrors of the cab , now being his hand was not supported by sling and I immediately realized

hows your hand??

oh!! Its good there is no need for any sling now but still I can lift heavy weights for a while

ok

we reached driver said

We reached and there was nothing unusual just an entrance where we were standing ,

am going to blind fold you after saying this he put a hand before my eyes carefully without touching my face

what is the need

I wasnt to see your reaction ,please

as you wish I sighed

It was not a long entrance and he was also giving me the directions but because my body cant live without tripping so I was going to trip but thank fully he held me and

am going to hold your arm so that you wont get hurt , is that ok??he asked

hmmm I replied

And then his right hand was covering my eyes and left was holding my arm, warm ,his hands were warm and then slowly we walked for a minute and then slowly he removed his hand from my eyes and the beauty that I saw in front of me was miraculous because there were only miracles ,as far as my sight went it was covered with miracles it seemed like someone had stolen a part of sky , I looked straight ,then right and when I was about to turn left it dawned upon me Arnay was still holding my arm , maybe he realized it too and immediately he removed his hand but still I was busy in admiring the beauty that was in front of me.

I turned to him without realizing the big ear to ear smile that was present on my face , maybe that made him say

everything is worth for this smile

we are not in another state or country right? I asked ignoring his prior remark

He laughed and said dont worry

its way too beautiful , but how did you find this??

I just happen to know

I never got to see a single blue rose ,but since you came I get them see them too often, are you sure you are not smuggling them I giggled

there no need for that , I found it quite easily but even if I had not found it then maybe I had to smuggle it

We went inside and the roses were planted in columns , I couldnt believe I was standing in between so many blue roses that I once just wanted to get a glimpse of , its sure a miracle. I turned to ask him

why did you asked me to wear white

so that I could easily identify my miracle

And I immediately turned my back towards him , because his words made me blush then why are you in white I asked without turning to look at him

I just wanted to do twining

We were just roaming , him being behind me till I saw a swing made of ropes and wood and I stopped without realizing he reached from back to my side

are you still scared of swing he asked

I was never scared of swings it was just the height

so.. What about this swing

its not that high, then why would I be frightened

then lets swing he said and went running toward the swing , and damn what was I going to do I refused but it was true I was scared, again I messed up am going to get embarrassed but still I went

lets swing together he said

there is not so much space for two people to sit

but for two people to stand there is enough space

stand??

hmm .. We can stand on it I didnt replied after hearing him like I was too terrified to sit and here he was asking me to stand

are you scared?? Arnay asked

I told you am not

then lets stand

but how??

wait.

And he held the rope and kept a foot on wood and then asked me to stand on it , I had to because I played brave , so I grabbed the ropes and stood on the wooden plank that was not that stable and when he kept other foot on the plank , I almost lost my balance but he held my hands tightly. I was holding the ropes and he was my hands and as I always felt his hands were warm

so, you are still not scared? I knew he was teasing me , his voice was sarcastic so I looked up at him and immediately dropped my eyes back , I didnt realized we were close enough that I could hear his heartbeat and because of his height his face was above my head

hmm.. Am not

After saying that I realized we started swinging and I closed my eyes only hear him chuckle , we were swinging to and fro his hands holding mine firmly , our bodies never collided but I was aware of the proximity of us and that was also the reason that I didnt open my eyes . I could hear his heartbeat ,it was frantic just like mine maybe he was nervous too but it was never evident from his actions and way of speaking . I was afraid of swings but his presence was enough to tell me that he wont let me get hurt so for the first time I could enjoy swinging

I think ,thats enough he said after almost five minutes and released one hand of mine first so that I could step my down my first foot then he slowly released second one and I was down but instead of letting him come down I pushed the swing and he started swinging with a great swing and then I pushed harder but thankfully he didnt lost the balance

what are you doing?? he asked

just letting you swing freely because you love it I said laughing