Hello! Everyone I know that this is varshas novel but the story belongs to us so its my duty to tell you about my side of story too ,then lets start,

Varsha and I are childhood friends (which she barely remembered when I met her after years) because our parents were friends also both of her parents were working so she used to spend her days with us , until my father got transferred . At that time I never thought leaving her would impact me in anyway because we were just small children .i had the habit of teasing her so while parting I asked for her favorite ring which she used to treasure but surprisingly she gave it to me and in return I gave her my bead bracelet. For sometime we talked on the phone but then we both didnt has phones our parents used to let us talk at night ,slowly we started calling less and then it stopped.

We all went to our lives but for me she was always missing or she was always present there , I thought that the feeling would go if I would make many friends but with time the feeling increased I always wanted to talk ,but what? No idea

And when we came back I couldnt control myself and went to her college just to see her and when I saw her face ,it was clear that all these years I was searching for that face and the second thing I did was hugging her which I know was a bad idea and when I looked at her after that she was really annoyed if there would have been no punishment for murder she would have killed me but anyways I survived to tell you my side of story.

When varsha came for dinner she was not wearing any jewelry except small earrings but how far I remember as a child she used to love jewelries especially anklets , also I noticed she was silent just like a painting except for some questions she asked but when I went to her college again ,she was laughing with her friends she looked serene but somehow her laugh seemed empty . Many times I wanted to tell her that

looking at you makes me feel I got my destination , all these years knowingly or unknowingly I was searching for you.

But I cant because her eyes said no ,the star pendant that I chose was because it represented the twinkling shine of her eyes and when I saw her wearing, it contradicted the situation ,those mere stones were more shiny .when she held my hand in it was easy to understand that she was nervous because since childhood whenever she gets nervous or excited her palms become sweaty ,so to make her comfortable becoming friends was a good idea .

Everyday I wanted to just see her once and was always trying to find excuses that led to make excuse of my friends birthday and there she told me about her favorite flower ,when she was talking about it her eyes sparkled more than those stones so I decided to find that flower but it was really difficult ,still got a vendor who gave me the sapling ,a bud ready to bloom was also there,

I found a vendor selling on road , so just bought it this is what I was going to say her but before she could see the flower she collapsed in my arms ,seeing her like that made me think ,what if she never got up again??? The thought was bitter enough to make me realize that I was thinking about myself only and just being around her for some minutes wont help she would never tell me what she was going through or does she want any help , she will keep on suffering alone ,I wanted to tell her that I am here for you just dont suffer alone and that made me confess.

While talking with her at garden I realized one thing for sure that she was trying to avoid the situation ,determined to make me scared but instead felt frightened and her conditions made me feel like she was asking to sign an agreement and gave time to clearly think about it .

Now its time to go for me, however we will meet again my dear readers.