'Some stories are better left incomplete...'

"Walk"
Walking over the gardens, looking at those puppies playing with that small neon plastic bag of chips.Reminded me of her. She loved puppies, unlike me, who always had a dislike for them. 'look at those cuites I wanna take them home along with me' her voice still echoed in my brain and my lips didn't bothered to get some curves. Those gardens still seems green, my skin became insensitive to winds, those eyes once shined became dull perhaps these are the signs of aging.

Still have a blurred image of her in my memories. Perhaps, Sometimes partial memories acts as catalyst of happiness.

'Bench'
Sitting on the bench, where we used to tease eachother and share all the moments of joy, often the time seemed to runaway with its peak pace. Nothing had changed except her presence. The bench is still as comfortable as it was years ago.
Only her absence makes it uncomfortable to sit over there in this windy ambience.

'Silence'
This apartment remained silent ever since she left, I could never love music the way she loved it. Well time says it all, music is the first thing that I would like to keep distance from. It's Probably the music that reminds me of her.

'Calendar'
Years have passed, yet my faded memories does remember her day & my calendar says it all. Every year on this day, I would highlight it as 'her birthday 🎂' , the day, I always wanted to be the first one to wish, unfortunately I was never the first one, of course first ones were her classmates.
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Nevermind, I wasnt the appropriate one.

'Careless'
Well, yes! My unorganised wardrobe is perfectly demonstrate my proud quality of being 'careless'. I can still see those shirts rolled together making a heap of clothes in my wardrobe 😶, today I'll wear her favorite one tho.

'Black'
The Most creative Color once disliked by me has become my favorite. She loved black, I can see that plain Black shirt she gifted me on my birthday, back in college days. Well, I have worked out enough to fit into that shirt and wear it every year on her birthday without fail. The room is dark too, I mean this 'careless' old guy forgot to switch lights ON.

'Photoframe'
Aah! this room look dull as always. It had been couple of days since I did Dusting here, things looks much older than they are. I can still see that blurred pic of her from that photo frame with broken glass hanging next to the wall clock, the clock is Standing still just as my life, yet it shows correct time twice a day. I smiled sarcastically on my weired but witty joke! Feels like I have made a PUN out of myself!

'Glass of water'
The walk made me thristy enough to have a glass of water, yet it also made me tired enough to have strength to have it.That glass on table raise some hope until I found it was empty, so my life. It is time for my medicines, well foods are so mainstream so medicines are what I eat.

'Dreams'
Some dreams are good, some are horrible. But mine is beautiful, everytime I fall asleep, I find her with me. Her sweet slow voice, her wishpers into soothes my ears, heart and soul, this wakes me up too. And then real world tries to kill it like hell. This is just another day that shall pass on the stretchers of memories.

'Apolycapse'

She went. It all happened in a moment. One moment we were there, having the conversation of our lives. Next moment, we were arguing. Bitter words were exchanged. I wish I'd never said what I did say. I don't know what I was thinking. The hurt that was in her eyes that day still does not let me sleep. 'We're done! I hope I never see you again!' she'd said, before she walked out of that door, slamming it shut behind her, leaving behind an eerie silence which still gives me company.

The nights remained sleepless, the morning always dull, years has passed out, still counting days to live.

'Walk'
Morning walks are best one can get...the same puppies the same bench... All what has changed is the date on that Calendar....

And the loop continues.....
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Special thanks to  Nephilim26🌸 , Zelam🌸 and my evil twin thefreakyflamingo 🌸

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