Im pacing back and forth in my room while deciding what to wear. Today is the day Sabrina and I will meet for the very first time. I want to make a good impression, I need to make a good impression. After I shower, I put on the outfit that i have carefully selected.

Good!Okay I dont look like a potato for once!

I recently bought a matte black chevy Camero. I was paid a large some of money in advance for my photography job. I wonder who am I taking pictures of, to get hella guap like that, but i dont know yet either.  I was hired for to work for a huge company, that takes proffesional pictures of Celebrities around the world. Really I could be taking pics of anybody.

I grab my Camera and throw it in the passenger side of my car.

The cherry hill mall isnt far from where i live, so its a short drive.

The nerves in my body make me feel as if im floating. Every step i take getting further towards the mall, my heart accelerates. My palms begin go get a bit sweaty and my mind is racing.

I take a deep breath as I walk into the crowd, already waiting to see Sabrina perform. I feel like an outsider but then i remind myself that its just Sabrina, the same goof ball i have grown to love over the past few months. I smile at the thought of her and take out my phone to text her...

You: Hey bumble bee ☺

MyGirl🙈💋💖: Hey baby 😏

You: Fuck, you did remember 😂

MyGirl🙈💋💖: How could I forget 😍

You: You were drunk off your ass 😂

MyGirl🙈💋💖: About that...

MyGirl🙈💋💖: Im so sorry, I reread  our messages and I feel so stupid

You: dont 🙄 it was the alcohol

You: You drink often?

MyGirl🙈💋💖: No, only when im in the UK

You: Right, cuz its legal

MyGirl🙈💋💖: Yup ☺

MyGirl🙈💋💖: Are you here?

You: Yes, im kinda nervous if im honest

MyGirl🙈💋💖: Me too, i cant beleive im finally going to see you

MyGirl🙈💋💖: Im legit freaking out

You: Im trying to keep myself together atm lol

MyGirl🙈💋💖: Lol, igtg its time for my set

You: I'll see you out here then

I turn my phone off and take another deep breath. She's going to walk out any moment now.

I got this, I totally got this. As soon as she walks onto the stage I realise I dont have shit, and I never did.

The crowd starts to cheer and clap and I probably look stupid just drooling right now

She sits down on the stool and her guitarist sits next to her. I feel like im watching everything in slow motion. she starts speaking and im caught in a trance. The way her words roll of the tip of her tounge, and how passionate she talks. The way her eyes glimmer under the fair lighting.

When she sings, god, i didnt think anyone could sound this good.

she started off with a song called "First love" and it made me think of her in every single way.

She likes me right? Out of all people, this literal angel, the definition of perfection likes me?

Next she sings her holiday favorite, and i know its the only Christmas song i ever want to hear from now on.

Last, she sings her current single "Why" and even though i have heard it before, the way she sang it made it feel so personal. I saw her eyes scanning the crowd looking for me the entire time, but it wasnt until this song that our eyes locked. Even though she didnt say it, I felt she dedicated it to me. maybe im just crazy who really knows.