ANTONIO-

" To be honest, I don't know why I'm so sad. I'm tired of it, and you say you're tired of it too. But I have no idea how I got so depressed. And if I can't figure out what's making me depressed, I must not understand myself very well. "

This above text is from " The Merchant of Venice - William Shakespeare"

We were studying this in school and when I read this part I'm like

" Dam same ..."

As I said before no specific reason is needed for you to be sad. It can just happen .You can  cry without any reason...

One moment I feel like I'm on top of the world and next moment I don't know what happens but I become so sad , overthinking unnecessary stuff...

But people doesn't understand this, they are like

" Why are you sad , you have no reason to be sad "

That's so fookin annoying!

Dude even if someone has all the wealth and stuff they can still feel down okay?

It's a friggin emotion!

People with less than you can be more happy while people who have more than you can be sad...it's just life .

( Having more or less in life can be pressurizing ... having just enough is good)

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Sometimes I'm alright, sometimes I don't know
Watching time fly makes me feel old
Sometimes you move up, sometimes you lose track
But all the ups and downs that life has
Got me coming right back
You got your ups and your downs, confident to clown
You could feel left out of your own damn house
Be on top of the world,
So nervous you could feel what it means to be real
You can need your own space, get your own place
But feel so alone when nobody wants to stay
You could finally fall in love
You fit just like a glove, then find out you're not enough, no
Sometimes I'm alright, sometimes I don't know
Watching time fly makes mе feel old
Sometimes when I'm high
My mind is so low
Wondеring why my room is so cold
Sometimes I'm in love, sometimes I fall fast
Losing my trust, run from my past
Sometimes you move up, sometimes you lose track
But all the ups and downs that life has
Got me coming right back
And I don't understand where I want to go
Looking like I'm feeling high, but I'm still so low
Wish I understood why I am so alone
Got no one to trust, I'm just standing on my own
Two feet and all these secrets that I keep
Wish I could just fall in love, wish I could just fall asleep
Think that I've been hurt enough
By some friends I didn't need
As I sit up on this bluff and I smoke a little weed
'Cause everything doesn't feel the same to me
I'm patiently waiting for the pain to seep
Out of my skin and into someone gracefully
And maybe then you could finally get a taste of me
Got no friends, 'cause they become so fake
When you make a statement and the world engages
And I spend all of my time making
Something that I hope can finally make some changes, oh
Sometimes I'm alright, sometimes I don't know
Watching time fly makes mе feel old
Sometimes when I'm high my mind is so low
Wondеring why my room is so cold
Sometimes I'm in love, sometimes I fall fast
Losing my trust, run from my past
Sometimes you move up, sometimes you lose track
But all the ups and downs that life has
Got me coming right back
But all the ups and downs that life has
Got me coming right-
Source: Musixmatch

Sometimes - Neffex

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Sometimes I feel so dam Lonely

Even surrounded by people

Because lonely doesn't mean being alone,
It's a feeling when no one cares.

Dam I'm lonely...

🎵🎶 Lauv and Anne Marie

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( I honestly am writing whatever I think and feel so it might not be as organized as I'd like it to be. I'll be addressing many more topics in the upcoming parts , there's just so much to talk about in the world , so please be patient and stick with me . The first parts might not be that interesting but I promise there are amazing topics coming up further !

To the few people reading this ...I LOVE YOU and yeah if you have read from the beginning I suggest u revisit the first two chapters because I edited them and added many new parts (: ...

Cuz I suddenly remember something and just edit and add...hehe oops 😅)

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