The situation in Bangladesh from 15th July , 2024 was horrible.

Here's my diary entry raw and unedited along with some other writings of mine and also other people which should be known to the world.

This following writing is collected from another user on Wattpad

Now my words

The next images are collected from many places and many people

Information about the situation and names of a few of the hundreds of martyrs

The first being Abu Syed

Now we understand why people used to sit with radios and eagerly wait for news during 1971
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Following is a raw and UNEDITED version of what was going on in my head during this time-

BRAC er shob bacchader guli kore dise shokale . Ammu office theke ashar shomoy metro te atkaye chilo oikhane shob lathi ala lok fight korse somehow barely bashay ashte parse ammu . Abbu still outside. Docs der toh office off dicchena

How things can change in an instant. Even five days ago things were normal. Amar Bhai bon er rokte rangano 15- ongoing July we'll never forget history will never forget.

When your own country killed it's kids brutally so called police instead of protecting became the murderers on order.

Freedom of speech my foot.

We wanted our due rights and became terrorists so called . Here you can't peacefully speak up about what you want now it's turned into a civil war genocide with armed men killing innocent harmless STUDENTS AND KIDS

people younger than me, my age , a bit older than me are dying

The finest brains of the country are dying

1971 when 1952 where this is 2024 history repeats

They're being attacked and killed mercilessly
never felt so hollow frustrated and helpless and scared

This is genocide

They even turned off the whole wifi so no news can reach the people or international

All I wanna say is that they don't really care about us

Akhon shudhu Allah e help korte parbe

Ajke shokalei over 40 died kalke and porshu aro Morse. Ambulance er cover e police are transporting bullets

We can't speak up texts are being traced

History repeats but even on a greater scale

I hope in Sha Allah the 16 December win shall be repeated too though I hope sooner this time !

I'm scared and I'm worried about my fellow students
May Allah grant them jannatul ferdous and the status of martyrs ameen

They're killing anyone out on the streets
The death toll is uncountable and more injured and wounded shot
Tear gas, rubber and actual bullets acid attacks hit with sticks knife and dau

The situation is truly a horror
Like hunger games or divergent war
Just worse

It's been over 30 hours they've cut off the wifi and broke blocked all international direct calls too

Maybe planes off too

Army out on streets there's curfew

Every second seems like months idk how long ...

Now I understand what it was like when they sat with radios eager for news during 1971

Idk what's happening outside I'm so worried

Do people abroad know what's TRULY happening in this country rn they definitely don't because majority of BD citizens don't also know the number of people that died or the inhumane extent which this situation reached

We at least know a little due to the FB groups and students posts

The media and all celebrities ( 90 percent) failed us didn't show case or support the truth didn't let it be known

Now today without wifi who knows what extent crime killing they have committed we just know a handful numbers from sources on call who saw the killings before their own eyes
My maids neighbor got killed and so did my friends maids neighbor then random people walking on street innocent citizens innocent kids innocent students in university campuses halls streets and their homes

Unarmed civilians attacked by armed authority

It's july 20 , 2024 , 2:33 am
I can't take it anymore I can't sleep for 4 nights straight due to anxiety and worry and last night when I fell asleep I was awoken in the morning with a call from my friend giving news of gunshots and more deaths

Today I heard a girls inhumane scream for help from the streets as if monsters were after her which maybe was the killers

They're on a killing spree not sparing anyone

The future seems dark and blurry full of uncertainty

I can't communicate with friends or family outside everythings cut if it feels suffocating living every minute in fear of what's going to happen when will wifi be back when if ever will things go back to normal
What's normal
After all these this country and it's people can never live a NORMAL life here anymore that's FOR SURE
we've been scarred and traumatized
How to escape

I finished 3 books in 2 days otherwise without wifi going insane everyone

5 days no wifi house lock

Things will never be completely normal again
All of a sudden I'll think about the trauma of losing my peers of BD

Uni or school or coaching seeing kids will remind me of who were killed unjustly

I can never forget

Now they're threatening to track devices and calls and texts to keep the publics mouth shut or else they'll be jailed /killed/ charged for cybercrime

Update :

They're shooting mercilessly they're shooting people INSIDE THEIR HOUSE from windows or balconies
5-8 year old kids
It doesn't matter
THEY'RE KILLING PEOPLE FROM HELICOPTER OR ROOFTOPS while people are inside their HOME

WHAT DO U CALL THIS ?

Anyone who speaks up or shares news about this are getting abducted and killed.

UPDATE : JULY 30

Wifi is back but social media apps still not working properly because yk why

Apparently two dead bodies where found by some hospital floating in buriganga river.

Everyday we hear the helicopters flying so low.

They raised houses and even took underage kids to police stations late at night.

The same thing is still going on.

Countless people have given their lives.

These days, it's not like my daily life has stopped. I'm doing classes ( back to online due to safety reasons) , eating, drinking, watching movies, and all that, but it's not the same as before. I can't really focus on anything or enjoy anything. I can't even focus on my work properly. Food is just food; I don't get any taste. Movies are just movies; nothing is exciting. Whatever I do, those videos and pics just come into my head, making my whole body numb. Their names and faces flashes through my mind and I feel guilty for even sitting at home. I don't know how long it will take for me to get back to normal, but it feels like it won't be soon-or maybe, I don't know.

( Collected and edited accordingly)

We can never forget this.