I am tired

i am afraid

i am worried

i feel this empty sadness in my heart

and my soul

it does not only feel so empty

but its so full of hurt

so full of this hurt feeling

this feeling that drains me

makes me want to be put to rest

be put at my resting place.

Because this tired feeling haunts me

I'm tired of being loved and it never being returned

Why must it be me

Why must I face these problems

And they tell me

That someone as young as me

Shouldn't be facing these kinda of problems

That I shouldn't have these feelings

But I was put in the adult world at a young age

So I'm tired of you blaming me for how I feel

What I think

That I'm too childish

Yet too mature

So yes

When I say I'm tired

I am

I really am

So please let my mind rest by shutting up for once

And letting me live

Thank you

Not really