Sometimes

I want to believe that I'm good enough

They make you happy

But then how much do I make you happy

Sometimes

I want to let you go

But then these thoughts stop me

They tell me I need you

Or does my heart want you

Sometimes

I want to tell you that I need space

But then I know I'll be lonely

Sometimes

I just want to believe that you need me

But you have found someone else

Someone that you want to have by your side

They are better

In every way possible

They will be better for you

Because they

Can relate better

Talk better

They are closer to you

And my time with people never last long

They leave time after time

And it hurts

So

Sometimes

I want to end it all

And be back in the darkness

Because it has comforted me better and longer than anyone else

Sometimes

I turn my emotions off

So I don't feel

So I don't think

So I don't hurt

And sometimes

When I turn them back on

They come rushing back

And I feel to much

So please

If I start to distant my heart

Don't take it personal

It's Just how my soul protects me