I was reminded of you today

I was walking down my street and saw the sunset. I remember when I asked you if you liked the colors

And told me sunsets look nice
But you look nicer

I kinda panicked

It was cute

That was a time

Now the only thing I can think about is why

Why aren't we still something

What even happened

It was to fast for my mind

My memory blurred as the line between my imagination and reality

become one

It seems so unreal to me

It makes me doubt my mind

It makes me doubt my heart

And then I was reminded as I walked into our spot

I just came to pick up something from someone but

Then I saw you

And me

Having the best time

And I felt like crying

Why

I ask

Was it me

And I saw a flash

In the corner of my eye

And it was you and someone else

You looked so happy

So lively

And I smiled

I knew it was better

Without me

Without the frustration of me

And of what other thought of me

Of my silence problems

We made eye contact

And for a split second

My heart was at peace

But then I came back to reality

And I was back to being a no one to you

I was a distant memory from a different world

I was some other being not know to you

And all I could do was live with it

And keep being reminded of you

I saw us everywhere

All the memories

But I don't miss you

I told myself it was bad to miss you

Because that would only bring me down

Make me motionless

So it's not that I miss you

I miss the memories

The precious moments we had

The ones I'll keep forever

So I know I'll always be reminded of you

And that okay

But know that I don't miss you

And when you come crawling back

I'll tell you

So you missed the memories

And not me

Because us ended

And we have to move on

And having a past with you won't change

But having you in my future picture has

So no I won't take you back

But I'll cherish the times you gave me happiness

So you will also be reminded of me