No matter what

I will always be here

I will always be beside you

To guide you

To love you

To support you

But that was a lie

A lie that came spitting out your Mouth

when you decided I wasn't good enough

I was just needed for your entertainment

Your pleasure

So you could use me

Break me

Make others see me different

Even hate me

But I tell you it's okay

That I forgive you

And all your mistakes

Because my heart is too soft

To forgiving

To accepting

For the people around me

So I tell you no matter what

I'll always be where you need me

Because you weren't for me

And my heart doesn't like fighting

Fire with Fire

Or hurt with hate

So I will fight you with kindness

Shower you with love

Buy you gifts

Invite you to my parties

To my house

Let you break my things

And say it's an accident

So then you will

See different

And accept

That you are also broken

And we can be broken together

And understand

That pain

Shapes you

Changes you

And makes you not want people anymore

But I choose to show you colors

So that the darkness doesn't make you afraid

So you can live again

And help someone else when I am gone

Because I disappear when you don't need me

Because I am to guide you

To help you see colors

And yes I do apologize for the inconvenience

And the hurt after

But people will call me an imaginary friend

But no

I was your guardian angel

Who broke laws to help you

Because I couldn't bare see you like this

Having your world colorless

So with my love

From my soul

You are at peace

And you can be someone else's colors

To give them so much love it hurts

So they can see colors too

And know what love is