You just want me to be okay with knowing you act better when i am not there

if i am a problem please just tell me

please dont do this thing where it is my fault

we all know if anyone were to pick between the two of us

theyd pick you

every time 

because ive alright been gone almost a month and you seem happier

better

more of a person than ive every seen

so then i must really be your baggage 

i must be the weight you carry

i was the third wheel

since the beginning 

since the start

i was the background till i wanted some light

then it went to hell

it when to flames

and i didnt know you anymore

im tired

really tired this time

so tired that no matter what happens

every thing will always be my fault in the end

so please dont play this game that you care

dont pretend that you need me

its evident you dont

you are so much better without me

and thats okay if you are

but im dont want to keep running around you trying to deem myself worthy 

tell me you dont want me

tell me you dont need me

tell me you want to let me go

im hurting

im in pain

i dont want to play anymore

i dont want to keep doing this

i cant do this anymore

please dont talk behind my back

things get to me

they do

and they are affecting me

so let me go

if this isnt good for me then i dont wanna know

let me just stop trying

let me just stop crying

you cant say you know whats its like

you cant say you know

youre the one causing this

so you cant know

my brain is taking this mental pain and making my heart physically hurt

its evident you dont need me

its evident you are better without me

its evident you need to let me go

its evident its time let us become memories

its evident our time has come to an end

i want the best for you

and i cant wait to watch you shine bright after you let me