It wasnt supposed to be like this

i wasnt supposed to want you, 

need you,

but here i am looking at you once more

The lines on my heart you have craved

the scars you have crafted 

why must i want you again

why must i need to feel the emotions of you all over 

it wasnt supposed to be like this lot 

i wasnt supposed to cry for you

yearn for you

becasue all you caused was pain

but this pain was also my fault

i let you draw on my skin as i held you 

let the wind guide you

it wasnt supposed to be like this

but when all you can do is look 

and hope 

well you do a lot for a friend

that only friend being blade in your hand

and the blood in the other

just to know your were still alive still breathing

but

it wasnt supposed to be like this

nothing is ever as its supposed to be