I'm scared
Scared that I will not be enough
Enough for now
Or enough ever
I can see the future and things you will say
The things you will yell
The things that hurt
But why would you care
You would take what ever you could from me
Because I wasn't enough
I didn't make the cut
The goal YOU set for me
I didn't even get a say
But why would I get a say
I have no voice
I have no chance of speaking
I'm not mute
But I choke on the words I can't say
They try to escape
They do
But as tears
And these tears get you yelled at
Why are you crying
You don't need to cry
Crybaby
Do you need me to give you a reason to cry
It hurts
But why say something when my opinions are somehow wrong
Somehow invalid
So I keep quiet
Why would I put myself through that pain
I'm scared
Scared that I won't be who you want
That I'll never be the perfect person you imagined in your head