I pick up quickly and leave the room, making sure she won't hear me.

"Hello?" I grab hold of the handle of the front door, putting my shoes on to step out. "Hey, Jungkook...uhm...I talked to that girl...I tried everything I could and even threatened to do some shit to her...but she published most of the videos, and it's literally impossible to delete them..."

"You piece of shit, I told you to fucking do your job! Why didn't you stop her?!" I yell without controlling myself, realizing that the worst happened. The videos are over the internet and will be viewed by a lot of people, including all my employees, since this bitch must have shown it to everyone. "Jungkook! I couldn't do anything! I told her to delete the videos, or else I'd report her to the cops, I even went there and told but they didn't give a fuck! She admitted to getting the videos by looking through my phone when I was drunk at that party! I didn't fucking know this would end like this, and I tried to hack her account on twitter and shit, but nothing works!"

"I'm gonna fucking kill you, Jaemin," I grit my teeth, holding back from throwing my phone into a wall. I cover my mouth, feeling so lost and powerless.

"I reported the videos on Twitter, I filled a complaint, I did it for every single video! I reported her account; I can't do nothing more," he believes this is enough, that I will feel any sort of pity.

"It's all your fault, you fucking piece of shit. You send me the link to her fucking account right now! And since you're nothing but a useless coward, I'll go up to her house myself and get those videos deleted," I hang up and quickly access social media, waiting for this moron to text me.

Luckily for him, he sends the link quite quickly, allowing me to click on it and check the account and videos that were published.

To try and see them get deleted, I do the same as he did for all the different videos and report as much as I can. I am so mad that I cannot control the shaking of my hand.

I report everything without missing one video. I feel broken and out of my mind; I'm terrified to go back into the house and face y/n. I'm going to have to lie to her, and I hate this.

I sigh heavily, tucking my phone back in my pocket. I don't allow myself to be a coward but go back into the house. The puppy instantly greets me again, but I just head back to the kitchen, not feeling in the mood to be happy or joyful.

My blood freezes once I have her before me, eating at the table while watching a show on my tablet. I join her and drop my arm behind her, resting it on the back of the chair.

"Who was it?" she asks. "Jaemin."

Her expression shifts at the sound of the name. She knows what this is about. I glance down at her fork in her hand, not moving anymore. She keeps her gaze fixed on her plate. "What did he say?"

I swallow and scratch my temple nervously, lowering my gaze. "Nothing happened. He's sent her a text, but she hasn't responded yet. I want you to avoid social media from now on though. Just in case..." I tell her a lie, hoping to not arouse suspicion.

Her eyes dart towards me, giving me a long and painful look. "The videos are online, aren't there?"

I maintain eye contact and put my hand over her neck to massage it. "They're not, I just want you to avoid it," I struggle to let the lies out, hating myself for what I'm doing. "She could do it at any moment, so don't try to check anything. Stay away from your phone until the problem is solved."

"Jungkook..." she pronounces my name in a low tone, making me weak. "Baby, just eat your meal," I direct her focus on the food, bouncing one leg uncontrollably. "I don't want us to talk about it again. Let's just enjoy our time together."

"You're lying to me...I can see it," she doesn't listen but remains skeptical. I breathe out heavily and cup her neck, pulling her close to press my lips on hers. "I'm not lying, baby," I stand up and grab her phone as I head to the counters.

I don't want her to see that stuff; she won't be able to handle it.

"Jungkook, you know I want you to tell me the tr—"

"Baby...!" I whirl around but realize right after that my voice was louder than expected. None of us break eye contact, my heart aching, I heave a sigh and run my hand through my hair. "Listen to me, baby. I'm taking care of everything with Jaemin, so I don't want you to worry."

She doesn't say anything but drifts her gaze down to her dish, not eating anymore but picking at the food. I feel a profound emptiness within me, as if everything around me is too complex to comprehend. I'm completely losing control.

I bite only my lips but walk back to her, bending over her from behind. I wrap my arms around her neck and stroke her jawline, pressing a kiss onto her cheekbone. I graze my lips down her skin to plant another kiss on her ear. "I love you. I just want you to be happy with me and not be worried or scared."

She nods and keeps her eyes on the tablet, the worries still torturing her. I decide to straighten up and pick her up from her chair, sit down on it, and put her on my lap. I encircle her hips and peck her shoulder. "Eat," I grab the fork and feed her.

•••

2 pm.

Y/n laying down with her head in my lap as we both watch TV, I keep combing her hair but cannot help checking the comments on the videos that haven't been taken off yet.

Those people disgust me.

what's her @? Share with the homies bro

Im hard asf. What's her name or @? She sounds so fkin good

can I fuck her too? I mean— shes hot💦

i wanna be that dude this girls pussy look so good

whats her name? Her moans are so hot

the way she sometime whines make me wanna fuck her unconscious🥵

keep posting. She makes me nut harder than my girlfriend

I hold hack from answering all of them and just report each of those comments. I've never had to face such a situation in my life. This makes me realize that I actually have no control over anything.

"Can't I use my phone...?" my girl asks again, her body between my legs and her cute face on my chest. I leave my own phone to drop it on the end table behind me and run my fingers through her hair. "No, baby."

She complains with a heavy exhale, then turns on her back to look up at the ceiling, giving me a better view of her features. I smile once she peeks up at me, my fingers sliding over her face to trace her features I love so much.

"Would you be able to kiss me in this position?" her lips curve up, melting my heart. I keep my hand on the side of her face and brush her cheek with my thumb. "Unless I break my back in two, then no," I smile and brush my finger over her lips. "So you know what that means."

"No, I don't. What does it mean?" she feigns ignorance, acting cute. I glide my finger down to her chin, sliding it down her throat. "That means, come give me a kiss."

Without thinking twice, she turns around and moves up, allowing me to grab her by the waist. We lock lips, and I slightly bend my legs, pulling her closer. She gets the hint and smiles, climbing onto me to straddle my lower abdomen. I put my arms around her and break the kiss.

No matter how hard I try, I keep seeing the images of the videos. Thinking about her with another man, touching, kissing, and having sex with him causes so much jealousy. Being very possessive, it's even more difficult for me.

"I love you," I whisper and make my claps more snug. "I love you too," she nestles her head in the crook of my neck.

I rub her back in small circles as I try to push away the intrusive thoughts of her with someone else. I draw my fingers soothingly up and down her spine, hoping this makes her feel good.

"Jungkook..." she presses a kiss against my neck, my eyes closing out of pleasure. "Yes, baby?"

She puts her hood on without saying anything, wearing my black hoodie and her yoga pants. Her small arms snake around my waist and squeeze me in the most gentle manner. "I just like saying your name."

"I like when you do it too," I smile and slide down onto the sofa to have her body resting on mine. I hold her and roll to the left, trapping her against the back of the sofa. I wrap my leg around her, feeling more comfortable in this position.

Her fingers grazing my back, I gaze down at her and press a kiss onto her head, getting her to raise her chin up. I stare into her eyes, feeling my heart beat faster. Then, I join our lips for a sweet kiss.

•••

4 pm.

My phone ringing takes me out of my pleasant dreams, my eyes opening as I can still feel my baby concealed in my embrace, her head buried in my chest and her body handling a part of my weight. I withdraw from her with reluctance and grab hold of my phone to pick up the call. "Yeah?"

"Jungkook, I don't know what to do anymore. I just saw the videos on a porn site. Everything is going too fast!" Jaemin literally panics on the other side of the phone, my heart racing and aching. I look down at y/n, sleeping in my arms. "I swear I even called the police again, and they told me they would call me again once after checking our case, but they're taking too much damn time!"

I drop my head back on the arm of the sofa and bite my lips, closing my eyes and not finding the words to say a single thing. I just want to sleep and wake up to find this nightmare over.

His voice resounding through the microphone again, I hang up without saying anything. I don't want to hear about this anymore. I don't want to think about it.

I let my phone land on the coffee table abruptly and move back towards her, take her in my arms tightly and rest my head on hers. My chest is physically hurting, as if the emotional pain was affecting me more than it should be.

I close my eyes and revel in this warmth, but without realizing it, some tears start to grow into my eyes.

I'm lost, and I just don't know what to do to help her anymore. Things move quickly on social media. A video could easily go viral, and I'm afraid of that possibility. If it does, this wouldn't be impossible for some men to recognize her face in the streets, and that would honestly make it even worse.

Some sounds in my back suddenly drift my attention away, and I turn around to check what it is. I instantly fall upon Koya trying his best to climb onto the sofa.

I smile at his cuteness and wipe my tears away. I do my best to not wake my girl up and focus on her puppy. Seeing that he wants attention, I lean over and lift him up from the floor, placing him on my lap to pet the small, fluffy ball of fur he is.

What she told me about him was true. She already told me that he is an amazing puppy who can feel when something's wrong, when a human doesn't feel good, or when they need help.

He proved this last night, and now that I cried, he comes up to me when I feel down. He acted the same way when y/n was crying.

Feeling overwhelmed by distress again, I lift him up and head to the bathroom with him in my arms. I keep this little boy against my chest and run my hand over his fur.

The sound of my phone interrupts the peaceful moment, my eyes drowning in tears, I force myself to go head back to my phone and take a look at the text.

< Why did you just hang up like that? ]

[ Because I'm fucking done with this shit >

< Maybe with the police this could get solved. Don't give up like that. Think about y/n ]

[ Shut the fuck up bcs you have no idea how damn hard it is for her and I right now >

< I'm going to put an end to it ]

I grit my teeth and tuck my phone in my pocket, not handling this situation anymore. I decide to just get in a corner of this room to have access to the sliding door that leads to my small backyard. I put on my usual slippers for going out before exiting the room.

Once I step out, I put Koya down on the wooden floor and let him run while I'm closing the door behind me. He must enjoy it, judging by how he's dashing around.

Enjoying the scent of spring and the refreshing air, I inhale deeply, filling my lungs before exhaling slowly. I need something to make me forget the problems.

"Uhh..." I sigh to myself, then I tuck my hands into the front pocket of my hoodie before making my way to the small, cozy seats in the middle of the decking. I settle onto the cushions and observe the white fluffy ball darting across the grass. This little guy is very energetic.

Since I cannot help myself but need to know how the process is going, I take my phone out and go check the comments on the videos. No matter how much I hate to read them, I feel like I need to know.

My eyes scan all the disgusting words one by one, my finger only pressing onto the report option for each of them; once I arrive at a certain part of this section, my heart stops.

This bitch replied to them.

whos the girl? I need her name

|_ Her name is Han y/n. You can find her on a few social media sites _

|_ Does she do that with guys that ask her or contact her? _

|_ Yeah she's a slut, here is her number +82 105 5564 876. Call her and ask what you want from her _

|_ youre telling me that if I ask her to suck my dick and then let me bang her how I want shell just accept?😂 _

|_ well that's what a slut is😋 she sucks a lot of dicks and gets fucked a lot dont worry about that and thats for free with her _

|_ good you made my day bro😌👌 _

wish i had a loud girlfriend like her

the way she works her hips as a top🤠💦

|_ in the video 12 she's a top the whole time _

|_ i just watched it lmao. That made cum so hard _

|_ she would make you cum really fast too trust me😉 _

im usually a dom but id be a sub just for her bro

why the fuck ismt he rougher? I wanna hear her cry and beg

|_ in the video 10 he is. You can even hear her begging him while he's holding her throat _

I hold back from destroying my phone and throw my head back in my seat, crying both from anger and pain.

I'm so relieved I made the decision to turn her phone off. If I didn't, she would have received some texts and calls.

I drop my phone next to me, feeling Koya try to jump on my lap. Without time to react, he accidentally falls to the ground due to his small size. I quickly pick him up and check up on him.

"Hey, buddy. Be careful. You're gonna hurt yourself," I worry about him and give him a kiss, hugging him as if he were my baby. I shower him with kisses and appreciate the comfort he unknowingly provides me.

"Don't you want to come with me to bite those bad people who hurt mommy?" I sit him down on my thighs, toying with his tiny paws as he doesn't seem to be annoyed by it. "We're going to kill them...hm?" I look into his big, sparkling eyes, stroking his paws while speaking to him to calm down. "One by one...We'll make them regret what they did to mommy..." I peck his head and draw him closer to me.

I exhale heavily and stand up, grabbing my phone to put it in my pocket. I head back inside since it is still pretty cold outside. "Let's go cook dinner," I close the door behind me, not letting go of Koya, who I love to hug.

As soon as we're back inside, I check on y/n. She is still asleep.

That's a relief.

•••

7 pm.

"Jungkook..." her arms tighten around my neck, her body resting on mine. We spent most of our day here, on the sofa. She hasn't eaten much for dinner, though, so I'm a bit worried. She might be concealing her pain and anguish to avoid showing me the extent of her hurt.

"Baby," I smile and run my fingers through her hair, combing it back to see her features more clearly. She removes her arms from my neck and crosses them over my chest, remaining in this position.

"Can I ask you something?" I speak in a low voice, the show playing on the TV barely audible.

She nods to me but decides to change positions again, encircling my waist. "The future, like," I pause between my words, fearing she could not like my questions. I brush my fingers past her hips and thighs. "How do you see it? Where do you see yourself?"

"With you," her answer hangs in the air, leaving me speechless. I never expected her to say that. I smile and take her hand in mine, feeling a rush of happiness. "Do you mean it?"

She acquiesces, relieving me. This means the world to me.

"Do you still feel the same way about me? Even after seeing how different I can be?" I ask, my heart pounding in anticipation as I feel the need to relieve some of my insecurities. "I'm even more in love. I love that side of you much more than the one I thought I knew. I can tell you care, and that means everything to me."

I nibble on my inner cheek, staring deep into her eyes. "I feel really good and safe with you. I just wish I didn't cause all that trouble. I just wanted to make you happy..."

"You didn't cause anything. You've done nothing wrong. And you do make me happy. When I wake up and see you by my side, when you look into my eyes, kiss me, hold me, all those things are enough to make my day. You have no idea how I feel just from having you close," I tell her all the truth, not fearing the consequences of being so sensitive anymore.

The delight drawn on her face brightens, and she hugs me. "I feel the same way around you, always," she rests her head on my chest, and I close my eyes, taking in the moment of peace and contentment.