One more ... She yelled intoxicated

Bartender looked at her with concern as it's been hours she kept on drinking ...

Mam bas kijiye you are already high ... Pls ... He said with pity on this little girl ...

Sana looked at him with anger ...

Kyu ... Tumhe taklif hai mujhe drink dene main ... She stammered angrily

Thik hai ... Her hard was feeling her eyes were blurred ...

Tum ... She was about to speak more when passed out ... The whole bar gasped ... The manager came ...

Some people started whispering ...

Jab sambhali nhi jaati toh peeti kyu hai ...

The manager take her phone ... The first no. On the list was off Rita maa ... She called her to take her leave ...

The bartender called Rita maa ...

She was in her sleep woke up with her phone ringing ...

She immediately gets up ... Though she don't know Sana personally but still she felt an heart to heart connection with that little girl ...

She immediately knocked on sidharth's door ...

Sidharth came out of his room ... Looking at his maa worriedly ...

Kya hua maa .. agastya too came out of his room listening the voices ...

Rubbing his eyes he looked at Rita maa ...

Masi what happened... Asked agastya ...

Sana ... She went unconscious in the bar ... xyz bar ... Jaldi ... tum jaldi ghar le aao usse ...

Sidharth was dead shocked ...

Bar ... He gasped ...

Immediately rushing outside to his car m.. agastya followed him ... Where as Rita maa walked here and there worried ...

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Fuck man ... When did she started drinking ... Sidharth gasped ...

She never liked it ... Even when I used to smoke in the school times ... I had to hide it from her ... Kyuki usko nhi pasand ye sab ... Sidharth whines hiting on the steering driving rashly ...

Tujhe kaise pata that she didn't liked all this ... Said agastya smirked ...

She was my best friend we used to study together in our school times when ... He was about to speak more when remembered that night when their lives was changed drastically

After her ... He never ever looked at smoke even when Rahul and harsh used to force him ... He never did ...

When ... Agastya whispered as he noticed the change of expressions ...

He gulped reaching the club ...

She had gained her consciousness back but she was all tipsy and intoxicated

On of the lady in the club ... Was helping Sana ... While Sana kept on blabbering something ...

Naaz ... He gasped seeing her in this state ... Her saree all messed up ... Her kajal smudged her pretty orbs ...

Just as listening naaz ..  her world felt numb ... She stopped reacting ... When he reached her ...

Naaz ... He holds her ... Slowly the whole bar was empty ... Only sidharth agastya Sana and ward was there ...

She was just looking at him ... When her hand reached his cheek ...  She cups his cheek flashing a smile with her welled up eyes she whispered

Tu yahi hai ... She whispered

Tu ... Tu yaheen hai ... She asked more to herself ... She keeps her head on his heart and went unconscious

Agastya's heart fluttered seeing the little girl so much in love with his brother ... Where as sidharth was not in the state to understand anything ... He condition said everything

He immediately picked her in his arms ... rushing to his car ...

Agastya said sorry to the manager ..  who nodded his head ... As Sana was the regular customer of this bar ...

He too followed sidharth

Who gently kept her in the back seat ... And gestured agastya to drive ... Who pouted sitting on the driving seat ...

Sidharth sat behind with her ... Keeping her head in his lap caressing it slightly ... when he heard her murmuring ...

Maa ... Aap chale gye ..  mujhe chorh kar ... Sab chale gye maa ... Mujhe bhi apne paas bula lo ... Mujhe nhi rehna maa ... Pls ... Aap mujhse pyaar nhi karte ? ..  toh mujhe apne paas kyu nhi bulate maa ... She murmured....

Sidharth's heart shattered in peices seeing her so much in pain ...

He taps her head ...

Koi kahi nhi jaa rha baby ..  no one's gonna leave you ..  naaz ..  he taps her head trying to make her sleep comforting her .. 

She snuggled more into his stomach holding him from his torso ... Her saree had slipped from her shoulder ... Being a gentleman he lefted her pallu and covered her properly ...

Agastya was looking at him from the rear mirror being confused ... Here he was marrying  someone else and caring for someone else ...

Honestly the feeling he saw right now in his eyes ... That feeling of love ... And concern ... He never witnessed it in his eyes when he used to be with tiya ...

And if he is love with Sana then why the fuck he is marrying tiya god all this so freaking confusing ...

He thought to speak to him later ... But seeing him so sad seeing her in this condition made his heart flutter at his big brother ...

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He carried her inside in his arms ... Where as Rita maa gasped seeing her ... She was so worried for her ...

Kaisi hai Sana ... Rita maa asked ...

Thik hai maa she is a little tipsy ...

Ohh ... Rita maa whispered

I am taking her in my room ... I will use the guest room ...

Uske ghar walo ko inform ... Rita maa whispered concerned ...

I don't know maa ... Subha naaz khud hi inform kar degi ...

Naaz ... Rita maa whispered surprised

Teri school friend... She gasped ...

Hmmm ... Sidharth humms taking her in his room ...

When did she became like this ... Rita maa sit down on the couch disturbed by the revelation

Masi ... Aap thik hai ... Agastya whispered for the first time in his life he had seen Rita maa disturbed ...

Sana was always a bubbly and cheerful girl ... She was never like this ... Her eyes everytime sparkled with love but ... Seeing her eyes so blank ... No ... She was not like this ...

Rita maa whispered though she had met with the little Sana for one time but ... Sidharth used to speak about sana alot like a lot ...

Wo thik ho jayegi masi ... Maybe she was sad on something it's ok ...

Hmmm .... Rita maa humms ...

Aap bhi so jao maasi ...

Haan beta tu bhi ..  sorry tujhe bhi pareshan kar diya ... She taps his cheek lovingly

Nhi maa bilkul nhi ... Kaisi baatein kar rahe ho ... He whispered

Rita maa smiled going back into her room ... Leaving a confused agastya behind ...

His phone buzzed and a smile appeared on his face ...

Hello... he cheerfully picked up ...

But frowns as sweety scolds him for not picking her phone back .. 

He apologized for her talking with her ...

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Sidharth made her lay down on the bed ... And caressed her hairs ...

He was about to leave when she held his small finger ...

Mat jaa ... Mat chor mujhe ... Main bohot akeli hu ... She whispered

He sat back with her .... His eyes gradually welled up seeing her condition

She don't deserved this ... Is this because of him ... What if he would opened the door that day ... This thing would never happened to her ...

He looked at her with his weled up eyes the question was roaming around his mind ... That is she still in love with him ? ...

If yes ..  then did he deserved her love ? ... Her pain ... Her time ... Her life ... Her every moment... When she loved him remembered him ...

He thought to ask her in the morning to confirm that If she is still in love with him ... He was expecting her to say no ... because he don't deserve her love ... Because of her love for him ... She had ended up being alone ... Broken 💔

He left the room with heavy heart ....

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She wake up with the sharp pain in her head ... She felt her body so weak ...

Hayeeee raat ko kuch jyada hi peli ...
Par dukh bhi toh pehle se jyada hi tha ... She chuckles painfully ...

She opened her eyes and gasped ...

Main kaha hu... He eyes travelled on her bachu's pic...

Bachu ... She whispered her voice cracked as she takes that frame in her hand...

Caressing it with warm tears ... She looked down ...

At the pic ... As tear fall down on it ...

Mera bacha ... She whispered caressing it ... At the same time sidharth entered in along with Rita maa ....

A smile crept his face as he sees her caressing the frame but soon faded away seeing her tears ...

He stood there looking at her broken self ...

He felt a pang in his heart ... Looking at her ... 

Rita maa sat down near her ... Sana looked at Rita maa ...

She immediately wiped her tears ... Looking at maa ...

Are aunty ... Sana whispered

When Rita maa hugged her ...

Sana was numb for a second ... Feeling the motherly vibe after so long ....

Rita maa caressed her back ...

While Sana's trembling hand traveled to her back hugging her dugging her face in her neck ...

But before she could broke down Rita maa broke the hug making her come back to the reality she controlled herself .... Masking her emotions with a smile ...

Kaisa hai Mera bacha... Itne saalok baad Mila .... Kaha chali gyi thi tu Sana ... Pata hai main jab bhi sidharth se milne aati thi hostel ... Tujhe dhoondhti thi ... Kaha chali gyi thi tu ? ... Rita maa asked she herself was emotional seeing that little bundle of joy turned into an emotionless person ...

Ghar ... Wapis .... He voice breaked ...

Main ... Woh chali gyi thi wapas ... She whispered blankly ...

Rita maa didn't wanted to force her to say more so she changed the topic ...

Acha bache sun ... Tu apne family ko inform karde .... Wo pareshan ho rahe honge tre liye ...

The colours from Sana's face faded away. .  and pain was visible in her eyes . .

Koi hai hi nhi aunty ... Jo mere liye pareshan ho ... she chuckled painfully

Mtlb ... Rita maa asked ...

I should leave ... Her voice breaked ...

Nhi aise nhi ... Tu fresh hoja breakfast karene jaana thik hai ... She taps her cheek ... Sana was not se to deny how lovingly she spoke so she nodded her head and Rita maa left the room ...

She wa aware of him standing on the gate looking at her ...

She looked at her lap ... The frame was still kept there ...

She caresses it for the last time before getting up walking towards him ...

She holded the frame infront of him ...

Itne saal tumne usse sambhala hai... Toh us par ... Haq bhi tumhara hai ... She whispered

Taking his hand keeping the frame on his hand .... She was about to go when he holds her hand from behind ...

ARE YOU STILL IN LOVE WITH ME ?

she turned around her teary eyes and had given his answer but still he wanted to listen it from her mouth...

Tum sach sun nhi paoge sidharth... She whispered chuckling ...

Main janna chahta hu naaz sach kya hai ... He whispered feeling vulnerable under her sharp yet tearful gaze ...

She smiled ...

Haan ...

Main karti hu tumse pyaar ... Pehle bhi karti thi .. ajj bhi karti hu ... Or hamesha karti rahungi ...

Kyuki mera pyaar kisi naam ka mohtaj nhi ... Wo kaafi mere liye ...

Mujhe pata hai ... Tum mujhse pyaar nhi karte .... Or mujhe koi ummeed bhi nhi hai .... Mera pyaar mere liye kaafi hai ...

Lo maan liya humne
Hai pyaar nhi tumko
Tum yaad nhi humko
Hum yaad nhi tumko 💔

She whispered

And stood there waiting for him to say anything but neverthelessly nothing came out from his mouth ...

She smiled painfully ... Trying to freed her hand from his grip when he looked at her tearfully ... She felt a pang in her heart when he left her hand ... And immediately rushed inside the washroom ... She kept looking at the door blankly ...

And then going outside ... She left the home without meeting anyone ...

He punched the nearby wall removing his frustration on the wall ...

Kaise naaz .... Kaise ... How can you love me like this ... Jab kahi na kahi tumhare is halat ka zimmedar main hu ? ... Phir bhi ... Tum kaise mujhse pyaar kar sakti ho ...

Itne saal door reh kar bhi tumhara pyaar mere liye kam nhi hua ...

Ek taraf jahan main apni zindgi aram se guzar raha tha ... Wahi tum dard or akelepan se tadap rahi thi ...

Phir kyu tumhe mujhse nafrat nhi hui ...

I don't deserve your love naaz. .. kyuki main tumhe wo pyaar kabhi nhi de paunga ... Because now i am bounded with someone else... He screamed ...

Felt so broken ... When he found out that ...he was also ye reason behind her condition

He felt like suffocating to death ...

I don't deserve your love .. naaz ..  u don't deserve it ...

He brokedown under the shower ...

Where as she don't had any guilt ... On letting him know the truth ...

She has always loved him ... And she was sure that just like this thing never effected the little sidharth it will not affect this sidharth also ...

But ...  She was unaware of the feelings that bubbled up inside his heart ... Just by seeing her after years.... That forbidden feelings came up ...

And he found himself helpless because he knows that he won't be  able to do anything 💔
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