Sana Cried alot when meeting with reality ...

She got a reality check of being blinded by her love for him ...

She had a hope that may be in future he will fall in love with her love her the way like she does ...

She knows she is very small for everything but she can't imagine like this happen to her

And this is paining her ... to the worst ... She takes the support of bed to steady herself

Finally her bubble of their friendship is burst ...

Jab ye dosti honi hi nhi thi ... Sirf tootni thi .. toh phir aapne mujhe di hi kyu ? ...

She whispered heartbroken as if complaining her misery to the one up there ...

She lays on the bed feeling so lonely ...

Cried for hours didn't realised when sleep took over her ...

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She comes in the class room got a little late as she woke up late ...

Sat on the last bench ... She was feeling weak ...

He looked at her ... Wished that for once she looked at him but ... She didn't ...  his heart didn't like it being ignored by his naaz who used to pamper him alot ...

She keeps her head low ... The feeling of being betrayed never left her heart ... She was feeling down the surroundings were suffocating her
..

And at this time ... She wished if she could hide herself away from everyone... Where no one can find her ...

She wished that may darkness engulf her ...

The period passed and it was their sports period ... Everyone in the class room heads out along with Sana ...

She was stopped by him ... As he gets a hold on her wrist stoping her from going ... The whole class walks leaving them alone in the corridor ...

She wriggles in his hold ... But his hold on her hand tightened

Naaz ... Pls mujhe baat karni hai ... He request

Mujhe ... Tujhse koi baat nhi karni ... She looked at him with her hurt ful eyes ...

Suddenly he realised that ... Her skin is burning ...

He looks at her hand then at her ... He touches her forehead and she steps back from his touch as if his touch will burn her to death hurting him ... 

Tujhe bukhar hai ... he asked horrified

Toh ... Tujhe kya ? ... She takes her hand walking past him ... When he again stops her...

Holding her wrist he drags her to the sick room ...

She tried stopping him but it was of no use nor she had energy to fight with him ...

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Sana ... Aap medicine Lelo ... And go to your room .. take rest there ok ...

Do you want to talk with any of your family member ? ... Asked the nurse ...

Sana nods her head in no ...

Hmm ok ... She noticed sidharth standing there ...

Sidharth... Help her ... Drop her to her room ok ... She is weak ... Said the nurse going out of the room

Sana gets up from her chair walking past him ...

Then stops a little ahead where he is standing ...

Thanks for the help ... No need to drop i can go by myself ... She didn't looked once ... Back at him ... Walking ...

He walks behind her ... To the room ... The whole hostel is empty ...

She knows that he is behind her but she chooses to ignore ...

She gets in her room and was about to lock it when he barges in her room ... Closing the door behind ...

Kya hai ? ... Asked irritated with him ...

Tujhe kya hai ... Main apni dost ke room main aaya hu ... He says ...

Dost ... She chuckles painfully

Konsi dost ? ... Jisko tune kabhi apni dost maana hi nhi ... Huhh ... Main pagal thi sidharth ... Pagal hu ... Gadhi sab kuch ... Jo maine tujh par trust Kiya ... She whispered painfully ...

Naaz sun ... Aisa nhi hai yaar ... Haan main maanta hu pehleain tujhe apni dost nhi maanta tha ... Par ab tu meri dost hai ... Sachi ...

Kitna jhoot bolega? ... Huhhh ... Her eyes welled up ...

Kitna jhoot bolega ...

Thik hai main jhoot bol Raha hu na ... Par tu toh bohot sachi hai ... Toh sach bata ... Kya tere man main ... Mere liye feelings hai ? .... He asked ...

Bol ... Chup kyu hai ? ... Ye jhoot hai na ... Tu mujhe dost hi manti hai na ... Dost se jyada toh nhi na ... Bol naaz ...

Nhi.... Jhoot nhi hai ... Sach hai ...haiere man main tere liye feelings ... Hai ... Kya karu ... Main apne aap ko rok nhi paayi ... Main ... Tujhse pyaar kar liya maine ... Maine socha ke tu ... Tu bhi mujhse shayad ... Pyaar karta ho ... Par main ... Galat thi ... Galat thi .... Main ... Turns around kept on saying didn't realised what she said ...

When she realised his presence turns around .... Shock was visible on his face ...

He looked at her .. maybe with hatred ... One more look and goes out from the room ...

She falls on her knees ... All this is getting way more complicated she can't... Everything was so perfect but ... Now everything is shattered into peices...

She takes the support of the corner of bed leaning her face on it she cries. ..

She was dealing with so much alone ... That time she realised... That ... She had no one in her life ... No one is near when she needs someone the most ...

She didn't realised when she dozed off ...

He was so disturbed the whole day by her confession and break down ... He was not in the right state of mind to think anything

He thinks that love is rubbish... Never thought that his best buddy ... His best friend will fall for him ... He had always seen a different emotion in hr eyes when she used to see him ... But never thought of that took it casually

But the thing that is hurting him that ...she broke their friendship a long back turning into something else which he never wanted 💔

Ye ishq tum na karna
Ye rog hi lagaye
Dafn khud kare hai
Phir shoq bhi manaye

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She wakes up it was 10 in the night ... She wipes her face with her palm ...

Remembers that she confessed her feelings in front of him ...

She didn't wanted him to know her feelings not like this ...

She messed up everything 💔... She messed up their friendship

He will hate her ... How will she be able to take his hatred ...

When she loved him more than anything ....

No she will talk to him ... She will make him understand her point .. atleast he will not hate her ...

She needs to clear the mess ... Wiping her tears she goes out of her room ...

Sneaking to his floor she knocked on the door ...

Inside the room ...

Rahul and harsh were sleeping but he was not able to sleep ... When he heard the knock ...

He gets up to open the door when heard a restless voice of her from outside ...

Sidharth... She whispered knocking the door ...

He walks towards the door but didn't opened it ...

Sidharth tu yahi hai na ? .... She felt his presence

He closes his eyes feeling her ... May be for the last time ... Keeping his palm on the door ...

Pls ... Meri baat sun le ... Her voice cracked ...

Pls ... She whispered

But he didn't budged to open it ...

She kept standing there pleading him to listen her once ...

meri tune na suni ik bhi
Kyu main tumko pukaru
Aansoo baithe kaid palko
Kaise unko bahau ...

Ishq kiya maine haa
Main haara main haara main haara 💔

When warden spotted her ...

Anger rushed in her veins as she sees her standing outside the door ...

She walks towards her ...

And holds her from her arm jerking her from the door ...

He shivered as he listens warden scolding her badly ...

He immediately opens the door harsh and Rahul to woke up along with all the kids ... Peeping out of their rooms ...

Itni raat gye yaha kya kar rahi ho ? .... Roars spitting anger ...

Sana stayed quite looking at him ... Wher as his eyes showed hurt and guilt ...

They called her father ... Who was pissed off because disturbed in his sleep ...

In half an hour he came there ...

The principal complained about her which made mr. Gill more angry ...

He goes there where warden was scolding Sana ..  while Sana kept looking at him without speaking a word ... Her eyes looked empty ...

Her heart was empty ... She was feeling no emotion ... As if she dead alive ...

He looked at her ... Her blank eyes made his soul shiver ...

When Mr. Gills bodyguard came there ... And dragged Sana ....

Sana didn't protested ... But kept looking back at him ....

Pyaar karne se ab hum toh dar jayenge
Aansuon ki kahani main beh jayenge
Hum ne socha na tha ...

Faaslein hum main itne yun badh jayenge
Jab nigahon se hum teri gir jayenge
Mar ke bhi na hum tumse milenge kabhi

Khwahishen sab adhuri rahengi yahi
Hum ne socha na tha 💔

Soon she disappeared from his sight ...

The warden goes from there ... Every other kid too goes in there room ... Where as he kept standing there looking at the direction ...

Rahul and harsh pulls him in the room closing the door ...

He didn't speak anything just sit down on the bed covering him from head to toe ...

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His men kept dragging her to mr. Gill's car where he gave her a cold look ...

He signals his men and he throws he in the car ...

She didn't budged to sit down just laid their drowned in her own misery ... She smiled remembering him ... His smile his eyes his talks ... She closed her eyes ...

Didn't realised when they reached the gill mansion ... Baaz was sleeping her mother was walking here and there ... She didn't know about sana but was worried as mr. gill left the house so infuriated ...

When she sees Sana ... Lifeless ...

Her eyes were blank face paled up
.. she immediately runs and hugs her ...

Sana realised the warmth of her mother and hugs her more tightly ...

Where as mr. Gill was burning in rage ... He separated the mother and daughter and dragged Sana to his room closing the door locking it

Mrs. Gill runs behind him ... Banging on the door as she knows what's going to happen ....

He pushed Sana to the floor making he fall ...

And he took out his belt and started beating her ...

Sana whimped in pain ... But the beast infront of her was no where to stop ...

He kept on beating her ... Mr. Gill cried everytime she listens her Sana whinmping in pain ...

Sana almost lost her unconsciousness when he stopped ... And started drinking ...

Where as mrs. Gill fainted outside because of overstress she suffered an attack ...

Sana didn't left any energy to enen stand up ... She laid there her body is bruised .... Her throat was dry .... Soon she lost her consciousness

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When she opened her eyes ... She whimped in pain ... As she tried moving ... Slowly gaining her all might she gets up by taking support

Her body was so weak ...

She peeps out and floor slipped beneath her feet ... As she sees every one mourning for her mother ...

Her mother left her ... 

She was creat fallen ... Mr. Gill loooked at her with so much hatred ...

He moves towards her holding her hand drags her outside ...

Throwing her out of his house ... But her mind didn't worked she just looked at her mother's body ...

Tears rolled down her eyes ....

When Sana masi came near her ...

Ye kya kar rahe hai aap ? ... She asks me. Gill ...

Mera is ladki se sirf iski maa ki wajah se hi rishta tha ... Ab mera is ladki se koi rishta nhi ..... Main isse apni beti nhi maanta ... He roars going back ....

Her heart shattered into millions of peices ...

Everyone left her ... Abondoned her ... Her own father abondoned her than what could she even expect from any one else ...

AND THAT DAY ... SHE LOST HERSELF ... SHE LOST HER SMILE ... HER BUBBLY SELF ... CHANGING INTO A HEARTLESS GIRL ... 💔💔

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Writing this literally broke my heart ...  💔

Hope you all liked it 💔