Think of you when I'm down

Sometimes it makes me happier

Other times it makes me even sadder

You know how to make me happy

You know how to touch my cheek and make me laugh

You know how to take my breath away

Like when you silently stare at me or when you touch my stomach ever so gently

You also know how to get under my skin

You know how to crush me inside

And you know how to make me want to disappear

Like when you make sure I see you making another girl blush

Why do you torture me

And why won't you just tell me what you want

Maybe you like to see me squirm under your eyes

Maybe my pain is your pleasure

All I know is you are my pain and joy

My sunshine and my rain

My lovely despair

Endlessly I get further and further from getting better

He is my sickness

He is my sadness

And he is my nightlong thunderstorm

He's the tears that fall silently onto my jeans

He's the nights I want to forget

Every time I try to swim away he pulls me deeper out into the ocean