I close the book after I read about Ceil becoming a demon and thought about how I could have my wish granted without losing my soul in the process. The only thing that comes to mind is becoming a demon like Ceil was at one point but I know demons don't do things for free.

I take a few days to think about wether or not I really want to become a demon, I didn't see how it would make me feel better. But maybe by becoming a demon it would take away my ability to feel emotions such as sadness and loneliness. I couldn't tell anyone that I'm thinking this, I'm sure they would think that I'm either crazy or try to talk me out of it all together. As the weeks went by my depression become worse and at every chance I got I locked myself away in my room. The other emperors were to busy with work and dueling to even notice how broken I felt on the inside and Don wasn't much help either.

I feel like I'm slipping away, I can barely even remember anymore a time where I was truly happy. Finally I had come to a decision, I would become a demon in the hopes that it would take away the ability to feel emotions. I waited until I was left alone, which didn't take long. Everyone was making plans to go out or to be with someone, even Don made plans to go see Eliphas which left me home alone.

Once I was left home alone I made an Overlay Network to the Trancy Manner. I knocked on the door and waited for someone to answer, the door opens and a men dressed in black with glasses answers the door.

"Yes can I help you?" Claude says eyeing the boy in front of him.

"Yes I've come to speak with Ms. Annafellows." I reply politely.

"What business do you have with her?"

"I have but a simple request to ask of her, and she won't have to leave Alois to do it."

"Hmmm... very well follow me." Claude says as he steps aside to let me in.

I come in and Claude shuts the door behind me, then he walks off. I follow behind him silently while looking around. Claude leads me out to a garden where Hannah is pruning the flowers.

"Hannah, this young man would like to speak to you." Claude slightly shouts to get Hannah's attention.

Hannah turns and looks at me for a moment then to Claude.

"I can see to the young man's needs." Hannah says

Claude nods then turns and walks away to complete the other chores he has to do. Leaving me and Hannah alone in the garden.