(There are just gonna be some Flashbacks giving more Information on Kurumu and her personality, before the transports were raided)

Y/N POV (Chapter 7, after the transports were raided)

Akashiya: Kurumu, Unreliable as always

She said, in a sarcastic tone

Fucking hell Akashiya

Moka: One of my weaknesses General

She smiled, helping up her General and handing her the Makeshift Rifle Crutch

Akashiya: One of my fallen students Rifles is cool and all but considering you are our medic, some fucking medical supplies would be real handy right now. And why Weren't you here Sooner?!

Kurumu: It's a long Story.

Kurumu said while applying a bandage to Akashiyas wound.

Kurumu Flashback POV (Night before the chapter 7 raid)

I sat up, waking up in Sweat.

Geez was this fucking disgusting.

I forced myself to get up, at least sit on the edge of my bed. My Head was in my hands, to help me from not getting a head rush from getting up too quick and losing consciousness.

My whole Body was icky sweaty.

What time was it?

Were we under attack?

Where am I?

"WHERE'S MY GUN" I Shouted

Grabbing under my pillow and pulling out my Gun, Revealing a 357. Condor Revolver. I held it up with one hand, aiming around my Dorm.

Of course no one was there.

"Fucking Pills"

I guess they had some side effects.

Apparently fucking Paranoia was one of them.

I fully got up taking off my tank top which was just not good to wear anymore. It was just, uncomfortable?

I don't know how to explain it.

Anyway

I was now from my waist up fully naked.

I couldn't seem to give two fucks though.

I decided to walk over to my bathroom and have a shower. That would at least clean away the sweat stuck on my Body. On the way I checked the time.

2am For Crying out loud.

I took of my jogging pants and gently walked into the shower. The Shower Head releases the Cold Little Water Droplets I adored so much. Considering I'm  obviously sweating and might even have a fever I fell in love with the Ice cold Water hitting my neck, running down my back and breasts.

I felt at peace.

Though somthing was missing.

I looked around and saw the small pocket Knife I kept in the shower. Just Incase someone attacked me in the Shower, right?

No, I cut myself.

Not because I was depressed, bored or felt I needed attention, but I enjoyed the pain. The way the blade left a fresh cut every time i took it across my arm, it made me feel pure ecstasy. Not that it was S&M.

Hell no.

The Feeling made me feel Alive. The Sting, the Blood that trickled down my arm onto the Shower floor and how it built up at the drain before being swallowed up by that exact drain. This time was no diffrent.

Blade on the inside of my Arm, I slight push into my Arm and there we have it, blood starting trickling out, leaving a freshly cut wound on the inside of my arm. Along with the cuts of yesterday, before yesterday and last week.

There weren't as many yet, since I only found out about this last Week.

Thank you for that Moka

FLASHBACK KURUMU POV
(I know i know a flashback in a flashback don't kill me just let me Rest In Peace)

I can't rely on these pills, there must be somthing diffrent.

I thought while taking a puff of my cigarette before puffing out the Smoke out of the Window. Yea, ironic for a medic and doctor to be smoking.

Fight me.

I worked in a medical Station located on the first floor of the school. A so called "Nurses Office" If you will. Things never got boring as students would come in with all sorts of problems. A few months ago(before the fighting properly started and Mei was still alive)
some boy came in because a girl in her class had shot him.

And then herself.

Luckily, the boy made it with easy recovery and got back to training in a week or so. Unluckily the Girl didn't.

Suprisingly a bottle of pills and a shit ton of opium couldn't save a Bulletfucked brain.

This is probably why I'm a great Medic. I do what I can to save my patients. But if they die, they die. Not my Problem, Everyone's gonna Die, so why Care about one death when so many more are around the Corner.

(Anyway, back to the plot.)

I threw my cigarette out the Window and closed it. The second the Window clicked shut, the door to my medical center slowly creaked open and in Walked Moka...?

Kurumu: My Favourite Generals Pet, how's it Going Moka?

I said with a laugh, meaning it as a Joke. Moka didn't though. She seemed Sad.

Kurumu: Aye I was just messing with you, you good?

I don't get concerned about a lot of people, but Moka does have a special place in me that could never be replaced. I feel responsible for her.

Moka: Yea im fine, just problems and so called feelings are catching up on me.

I didn't know what to say, so I didn't say anything.

Moka: I'm sorry Kurumu, I shouldn't be bothering you like this.

Kurumu: Hey nah chill it's fine, what I'm guessing is that you have Anxiety.

I said rummaging through the diffrent Cabinets, finding the bottle of pills I was looking for.

"ALPROZOLAM"

Perfect

Kurumu: Here, take these, they'll help.

Moka: What are these?

She said questioning and studying the Label that was on the Bottle

Moka: Is this...

Kurumu: Safe? Dear Moka do you think I'm trying to kill you? We haven't come this close just to have me kill you. Or do you see it differently? Take one before you start your day and keep one on you at all times Incase of emergency.

Moka: No, no I'm sorry.

Kurumu: Here, cmon, trust me, you'll feel better after taking these

Moka: O-Okay, thanks Kurumu

She said, gripping the bottle, then putting it in her black utility belt

Kurumu: Don't mention it

I said getting up and walking out, lighting a cigarette. It was my break after all. But wait....

Kurumu: Hey Moka, how have you been dealing with your feeling problems before you've come to me today?

Moka: You mean what I've done? I-I...

Kurumu: Moka, we are Clan mates, nearly sisters if you will. You. Can. Trust. Me.

Moka: Okay, but remember, I still can't confess to Y/N how I feel...

Kurumu: Understood

I said taking a puff of my cigarette.

Moka hesitated but proceeded to pull up the left sleeve of her hoodie, revealing a whole variety of Cuts and Scars, some deep and some shallow, some still even seemed Fresh.

Kurumu: Holy Shit Moka...

FLASHBACK END

End of Part 1/2