Chapter 14

I open my eyes to see I'm in a red room, a red room I've never been in before. I start to sit up when I notice under my finger tips I feel silk under me. I look down to see that I'm on a king size bed with black silk sheets under me. "What? What happened?" I ask myself as I place my hand on my head trying to remember what happened. All I remember talking to Kevin then... I feel my eyes widen as I full remember, the shadow attacking Kevin, killing him.

Next time, it'll be you Bellatrix. I hear that voice play in my head again, what was happing to me? Why was I hearing shadows, why were they attacking me, and why was I having these dreams? The dreams about Angels and the Devil, and why was I in them? But why was Blake and Michael in my dreams too? I place my hand over my heart, those dream felt so real, like I've lived through them before. I thought about Blake, but they way I was thinking about him, made him look like Lucifer from my dream. Dark raven black hair, with dark red eyes that had a blue mixed in like he was fighting the angel that he should be with the devil that he was.

"You're awake." I hear breaking me from my thoughts and made me look at the door to see Blake holding a tea cup. "Blake... Where am I?" I ask as he starts to walk in and sits on the edge of the bed. "You're in my room." He says as he gives me the tea cup, "Drink this, it'll make you feel better." I look at the tea before I look back at up him. He looked worried, his blue eyes were glowing, his normal relax face was now hard. He was even wearing jeans and a leather jacket instead of his normal suit and tie.

"Blake... How did I get here? What happened at the hospital?" I ask as I take a sip of the tea that Blake gave me. I see him start to rub the back of his neck, "Harley... It's hard to explain." He says. I sigh angrily as I put the tea down, "No, don't say that." I say as I start to get off the bed. "Harley, please you need calm down and try and relax." Blake say slowly as he stands with me.

I turn my head to him, "No, I don't. I don't think you understand." I say as I walk up to him and start to poke him in the chest, "You don't understand what I've been through." *Poke* "To be born with violet eyes." *Poke* "To be able to talk to animals." *Poke* "To hear what people think of you" I poke him again as he falls to the bed and I'm standing in front of him, his eyes locked on mine. "To have dreams about you! Dreams I can't explain..." I feel tears start to fall from my eyes, "And feelings that I can't understand. Feelings that I... That I..." I can't even say it because it was to crazy to even say it.

I take a deep breath as I close my eyes making the water that was building up, fall down my eyes. "Before Kevin was.... Attacked, he told me that you were the devil, and that you were looking for an angel." I open my eyes to see Blake still looking at me, his expression the same. "That you were looking for an angel with violet eyes." I say seeing if he would give me something. "What are you asking me Harley?" He ask coldly his eyes lowering.

I slowly lower myself to the floor so I'm almost eye level to him. "Blake Nightshade.... Are you Lucifer Morningstar?" The question hanged in the room as we both sat there looking at each other. I watch as Blake blinked and when he opened his eyes again, his once dark blue eyes were now red like blood. "I thought you'd never figure it out Amica Mea." Blake whisper as I quickly stand and back up. "Oh my God...."

"Not quite." Blake says with a smile as he stand and walk over to me. I take another stand back, "You stay right there!" I yell making him stop. "Harley, I'm not going to hurt you. I would never hurt you." He says making me shake my head, "How can I trust you? You're the devil! The man that rules over hell and is..." "Evil?" Blake interrupts making me close my mouth and nod.

I hear him laugh as he slides his fingers through his hair, "I'm not evil Harley, you of all people should know that. I did what I did to prove something, I did it for you, for us." Before I could move, Blake was in front of me grabbing my hands. "The moment I meet you, the moment my father made you, I knew we should be together. But our love was forbidden." I watched as his eyes start to show some blue again. "Blake... I'm not..." "But you are. Harley, you're an angel. The angel my father made to be with Michale." He says as I feel his hands start to lose their grip on mine.

I shake my head, "No... It's not true, if I was an angel, why am I here on Earth? To have a twin sister and a mother, to be human?" I ask making Blake laugh a little, "Harley, if you were human, how could you hear people's thoughts? To talk to animals?" He ask making me look away, there was not way I could answer that because I didn't know. "I can explain everything to you if you let me. Please." He says as I look at the corner of my eye to see him not looking at me. I turn back to him wondering if I should let him explain. Ask him about Rome. I hear Michale's voice go into my head.

"Will you tell me about Rome." I ask making Blake's head turn back to me. "Rome? Harley... that might not be the right time..." "Blake, if you don't tell me everything, I will walk out that door and never come back." I say making his eyes widen, this has been the most emotions I've seen through him tonight. "If you leave, I can't protect you." "Then tell me everything." I hiss. I held my glare with Blake's while he thought. Finally he sighs, "Where do you want me to start?" He ask making me sigh, I didn't realized I was holding my breath.

"From the beginning, right when you meet me." I say as I feel him tighten his grip on my hands again. "Okay, but you need to tell me what you remember." He says making me nod, "I will." I say as he starts to pull me to the bed and make me sit down before he sits next to me. I watch as Blake takes a deep breath, "I'll start when you were made..."

Blake's Past

"Brother! It's time!" I hear as I turn my head to see my older brother Michael run into my room. "Michael? What are you talking about?" I ask as I fully turn to him. Michael smile as he walks in, folding his golden wings in his back to keep them out of the way. "My bride, the angel that father has been making for me. She's ready." He says making me roll my eyes, "I don't see why you're so excited Michael, there are so many beautiful angels in Heaven." I say as I walk to him as he starts to walk out of my room.

"I know Samuel but... She will be a different angel, we're going to perform the Secrecy Kiss." Michael says with a big goofy smile on his face. I raise an eyebrow, "Is that why you wanted father to make an angel for you, so you can be one soul with someone?" I ask making him nod, "It'll seal a vow of each devoted heart, and that's what I want." I roll my eyes, "That's just nonsense Michael." I say as we reach a room making both of us stop, "She's in there." He says still looking at the door. I turn my attention to him, "Is this the first time you'll see her?" I ask making him nod again, "Yes, hence why I am so nervous." He laughs.

I wasn't hard to see that he was nervous, his hands were shaking so bad as I place my hand on his shoulder, "Well don't make her wait." I say as I use my free hand to open the door and push him in. "Samuel!" He hisses as he almost trips in making me laugh, "You were taking too...." I lost what I was saying when I saw the angel laying in a small bed. Her hands held together on her chest, long blonde hair going down her sides with a beautiful white dress on. I start to walk up to her feeling Michael right next to me. "She's... She's beautiful." I whisper as I watch her chest move up and down slowly.

"Father really out did himself on her." I hear Michael say next to me but I almost missed what he said, I was to busy admiring her beauty. "What will her name be?" I ask not breaking away from her. "I haven't thought of a name yet for her. I want something beautiful for her." He says. This angel was so peaceful right now, half of me didn't want Michael to wake her, to let her sleep like this forever. "I should go get father, will you watch her? She shouldn't wake up until we perform the Secrecy Kiss." Michael ask making me finally look away from her to look at him.

He was looking at her just like I was, with the same look. His golden eyes were looking at the unnamed angle with love, love that he wants this angel to give him. "Sure Michael, I'll watch her until you return." I say making he finally look at me and nod, "Thank you brother." He say as he grabs my shoulder before he looks back at his angel, "I'll be back Angel." He says before he lets go of my shoulder and walks out. I turn my attention back to the angel, I wanted to touch her, to see how soft her skin felt. Did it feel like mine? As soft as our wings. What would her wings look like when she opened them? Would they match Michael's golden ones or be white with some dark shades mixed in it like mine?

I take a step closer to her and touch her hand making her sigh in her sleep. I look over at her face to see a small smile on her red lips. "I... I wish you could be mine." I say to her even though I know she can't hear me. I move my hand away from her and start to ruff my hair looking away from her, "Am I really getting jealous of Michael? I can have any angel in Heaven." I say as I look back at her, "Why do I want you so badly? Why do I feel like I'm drawn to you?" I ask her as I sit at the edge of the bed, my hip touching hers. "Maybe... Maybe one kiss won't hurt." I say as I start to lend in, I just want to know what kissing her would be like.

I close my eyes as my lips touched her, and I felt a shock go through my body, starting at my shoulders and moving down to my feet. I felt like I've never kissed anyone before until I kissed this angel, I didn't want to stop kissing her. I was so wrapped up in how I was feeling, I almost didn't notice someone was moving their hand up my back.

I pull back and open my eyes to see a pair of deep violet eyes looking back at me. "Oh no..." I whisper as I pull fully back to see the angel move with me, our face inches apart. "Who are you?" She ask her voice so warm to me making my heart beat faster. I couldn't talk, it was like my mind went blank, why was she awake? "Do you not know? Or do they not have a name for you yet?" She ask making me nod, wait! Why did I nod? I know my name, but... some reason, I wanted to see what she would say to me. She moves her finger to her lips, "Mm... Well maybe I can think of a name for you, if you give me one." She says making me nod again, why can't I speak?

She moves her body close to mine as she looks deep into my eyes, "They are such a beautiful color, like the Morningstar." She says making her eyes widen, "Oh! I have it. Your name shall be, Lucifer Morningstar." She says as she claps her hands together. "Why Lucifer?" I ask finally finding my voice making her smile. She shrugs, "I... I don't know. It just come into my head. Maybe someday I'll know what it means."

She starts to move her legs under her butt as she looks at me, "So what's my name?" She ask making me start to rub the back of my neck, "Oh geez Bellezza... I don't know." That made her lighten up, "Wait, what did you call me?" She ask. "Umm Bellezza, it means beauty." I say making some color go to her cheeks, "Bellezza, it is a beautiful name." I shake my head, "It is a beautiful name but, you need a name that has meaning, everyone will know you're beautiful." I say as a name pop in my head, "So your name shall be Bellatrix." I say as she gives me a confusing look, "Why? What does that mean?" "It means female warrior." I say making her lend back, "Bellatrix, what a different kind of name." she says. "Not as different as Lucifer." I say making her lend back up and smile.

Bellatrix places her hands on her lap as she looks around the room, "Where are we?" She ask. "Heaven... We're angels." I say. She looks back at me, "How do you know that?" She ask confused. I take a deep breath, "Because I'm an arch angel. I have a name, they call me Samuel here. I'm the Lord's son." I say as I get off the bed before Michael can return. "Samuel? You don't look like a Samuel at all." Bellatrix giggles. Before she could ask me anymore questions I hear footsteps coming behind me.

I turn around to see Michael walking to us. "Oh! Angel, you awoke. I wasn't thinking you'd up by now." He says as I see my father walking behind me. I quickly bow my head to him knowing he was watching me with his golden eyes. "Samuel, why didn't you tell us that Michael's angel was awake?" My father ask as Michael walks by me to Bellatrix. "She... She just awoken Sir." I lie as I look at Bell, hoping she won't say anything. "What woke you up my dear?" My father ask as he steps by me and walks to Bellatrix.

"I... I heard something, a voice in my head, something about being someone's bride and performing the Secrecy Kiss." Bellatrix says as I lift my head up and look at her to see Michael grabbing her hand, "Father, you didn't tell me she could hear thoughts." Michael says as we all look at my father. He nod, "I wanted her to be different, like the arch angel she was made for." My father says as he looks at Bellatrix closer.

"But I didn't give her violet eyes... She was support to have blue eyes like you Michael." My father says as Bell looks at me then back at my father, "Well... We can change..." "No... please Sir, I love my eyes. I would like to keep them." Bellatrix ask locking eyes back at my father. I see my father smile, "If that is what you want, then that is how it shall be." My father says as I let out my breath, I didn't want my father to change her eye colors, they were perfect just how they are.

Michael looks back at Bellatrix as he moves some hair out of her face making me flinch a bit, "What shall I call you?" He says as Bell closed her eyes, "I like the name Bellatrix. It means Female Warrior." Bell says making me smile a bit but gave Michael a confusing look, "Where did you learn that my love?" Bell shrugged, "I couldn't tell you, maybe I heard it from someone." No one question her actions, I think it's because Michael was head over heels for her, just like I was.

"Well my dear, why don't I show you around and let you get use to Heaven." Michael says as he wraps his arm around Bellatrix and pulls her away. She turns her head and looks back at me, "I hope to see you again Lucifer." Bell says before they walk out the door. I quicken my pace and stop at the doorway watching her walk away form me, "I hope to see you again... Bellatrix."

***

It's been a hundred years since I saw Bellatrix, but I kept track of her. But while I kept track of her, I tried to think of a place to take her away, to take her away from Heaven. I could take her to Earth, form what I learned she likes Earth, and the humans that lived there. But my father and Michael would just take her away form me again, I had to take her somewhere, somewhere that they won't follow us too. I had to make my own Heaven.

I tried to hide my plan away from my father, away from all the other angels but, I knew they could see a different in me. I was using my powers to my advantage. But my mind was always on Bellatrix. When I found her singing in Paris, I had to see her again. But I knew Michael was telling her that I was evil, that I was breaking all of my father's rules but it was for us. When I pulled her in the mirror, I knew she was upset with me, almost like... She forgot about me.

I knew what Michael was doing, he knew how I felt about Bell, so he tried to make her forget me. But... He doesn't know that our souls were bond together, we were made for each other. I didn't mean for it to happen but it did. Then, that night came, the night we made love. I will always remember that night, when I held her close. We just laid in bed as I held her, moving my hand up and down her arm. The silent between us was nice, just listening to each other breath.

"I want to do something with you Lucifer." I hear Bell say as I look down at her, "What would you like my pet." I say as she moves so she can face me. Her violet eyes were serious, her cheeks red from what we just did but she had a smile on her face. "I want to do the Secrecy Kiss." She says moving close to me as she kisses my neck making my eyes roll in back of my head, "Amica Mea, I would love that more then the world." I say making her stop. "Really?" She ask like she didn't believe me.

"Of course, but we have to wait until I talk to my father." I say making her move back, "Wait, you're going to tell your father? Oh Lucifer, I don't know if we should tell him... Michael will be so upset..." She says as she wraps herself up. "It won't matter, because we'll be together." I say as I grab her hands, "That's what you want, right Bellatrix?" I could tell she was scared, we've already made a sin, a sin we can never go back too but... I didn't care, I wanted to be with her, forever. "Can... Can we live on Earth?" She ask making my eyes widen.

"Would that make you happy?" I ask as she went into my arms. "More then anything." She whispers making me smile as I kiss the top of her head,

"Then we will live on Earth, forever."

***

"You want to do what?" I hear Michael and my father yell together as I told them the news of Bellatrix and I. "I want to perform the Secrecy Kiss with Bellatrix. I love her." I look at my brother in the eye, "The moment I saw her, the moment you left us alone, I kissed her. And she woke up, every since then, our souls have been bonded. I need her in my life forever." I say only to make Michael more anger. "How dare you kiss my bride! You knew she was made for me Samuel!" "My name is Lucifer! Bellatrix gave me that name and I will be called that, and on Earth, where we'll live, is what I'll be called." I yell making the window shake.

I could tell Michael was upset, his eyes turned a different kind of blue, a darker blue. I take a deep breath, "If you don't let me have her, if you don't let us be together, then we'll fall" I say making my father's eyes widen, "Samuel, you don't know what you're saying, if you fall, you won't be an angels anymore." My father says making me shake my head, "I don't care, I'll be human with my love, and we'll be together." I say as I walk to my father, "Please father, let me be happy." I bag. I could tell he was thinking until he finally looked at Michael, "I'm sorry my son, but. We can't let you have her, she's to powerful."

It was like time stopped when he said that to me. I feel a smirk go on my face, "You won't let us be together? Fine, then I'll make an army, and I'll be back for her." I start to walk back to the door, "You made a new enemy father!" I yell as I walk out the doors and walk to the bridge, the bridge that took me to Earth. I look down below to see nothing, it almost scared me. "Lucifer!" I hear behind me making me turn to see Bellatrix. Her long blonde hair was blowing in the wind as she lands in front of me, her beautiful wings tuck behind her.

"I... I heard what happened, that they won't let us be together, Michael... Michael wants you gone, he wants... He wants..." She couldn't finish what she was saying as she goes into my arms and I held her close. I knew what she was going to say, Michael was sending someone after me, I had to leave Heaven. "Shh... Bell, I promise you won't be with Michael, I'm leaving now. I'm going to Earth, and I'm making an army, if they won't let us be together, then I'll take you by force." I say making her pull back, her violet eyes wet with tears. "Lucifer..." I put my finger to her lips, "No, don't. Because if you say good bye, it means I'm not coming back, and I am." I say putting on a strong smile. "I'm coming back for you."

She nods as she slips something on my finger. I look down to see a sliver ring with a cross in the middle. "Take this with you, so you'll always remember me. And one day, I promise you, I will find you, and we'll be together again." Bellatrix says as she throws her arms around my neck and kisses me. A kiss so deep, it made me not want to leave. I pull back as we put our foreheads together, "I will come back for you." I whisper making her do a small laugh, "I know you will." She says as she steps back and open her wings.

I turn back from her, took a deep breath and jump.

Hey guys!!! So this is a long update! And I didn't want to stop but I did because it was getting to long, so in the next chapter you'll find out what happened to Blake with his memories. Sorry for such a late update on this story, I've been busy and working on other stories. But thank you all for who are reading this, you are all amazing!!! Sorry for my grammar and spelling, and you all rock!

~Kitty Kat