It was like walls are falling down, leaving you alone with only your thoughts in the middle of a hot desert in the middle of summer.

"Are you okay?" a worried voice asked me. My sister. She must have asked me this before but I didn't noticed it.

I nodded and she brought me outside and back to our home, what I actually didn't noticed. My thoughts were so busy, a fireworks could have been lighten up next to me and I wouldn't recognized it.

When I was back in my room I begann to make a list with people who maybe would kill me and an other list with things and places I ever wanted to do and visit.

It was quite much.

My next list were full with people and I gave each person a thing and a place from my other list.

But some things I only could do on my own.

After I done this I looked out of the window and saw a wonderfull sunset.

The sky was colored in an smooth orange compared with an deep purple, just like plums or violets.

My heart ached when I realized that it would be one of the last sunsets in my entire live.