Unedited (sorry not sorry)
(warning ⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠⚠ there might be self harm at some point)

Ha. This day is weirder than i could ever imagine. Let's see what lies ahead of me.

⊙《《《《《 WE CONTINUE♡》》》》》⊙

After staying at the cafe for more than a hour, i decided to go to forest. There was this famous park that also had a forest, so yeah just gonna go there since i always go there for fun. As i told u, i love nature, so this is the only place i like going. I also had a lot going through my mind as well so maybe i can not focus on that anymore. 

I once again put on my Airpods and started listening to rap music, yup i like rap music. As i was walking for a while, i saw the entrance of the park, I happily went inside it. I quickly made my way to the forest that was located there. I payed for the pass to go inside the forest. Yeah they do have passes to go inside since its a damn forest and also its not that expensive honestly. 

Not a lot of people were here, so it was a good thing for me. I found a place to sit, then i quickly grabbed my homework and started doing it. Damn! I don't even know this shit. 

Well, after the horrifying hour of doing homework, I took a glance at my watch and it said,'5pm' well it's not THAT late yet. So why not we discover the forest! 

Well I just continued going anywhere and now i really regret it. You know why, CAUSE I GOT FUCKING LOST DAMMN IT!!!! I tried to look open my phone but the shitty phone says that its battery is down. LIKE WTF?!?!? I didn't even use my phone, ok i did but that was for like 5 minutes. I really should buy a new phone.  But i really don-

I was cut of my words when i saw this.

Man! I have never seen anything soooooooooo beautiful like this. This does NOT seem to be the same forest i came to. What is this place. 

I went i bit inside of the beauty. Everything was perfect, if i say everything then EVERYTHING. There were fireflies all around me. There were thin trees that surrounded me. There was thick grass that i walked over. Everything looked so unreal. It felt like I was in a story book. 

As i was admiring the beauty of the forest I saw this tree that made my have a feeling that i never had. 

The tree made feel like i was home or something. The tree looked weird but pretty at the same time. Looking at tree makes me feel like i have a emotion with it or something. The tree was making me tell it all of my problems. I felt like its trying to communicate.

I didnt feel suspicious at all about the tree for some reasons. I walked towards. I finally sat in front of it, leanin my back at it. I started telling it my problems.

"Dear Tree, my name is Namjoon, Kim Namjoon. I am 18 years old. I study in Bighit Highschool. I dont know why but i feel like i should tell you about my problems and all that has been going through my mind and life. My parents never had time for me, almost all my life, they have left me on my own. I am not a sun to them, i am a burden. My parents never wanted me to exist. You what they said to me time, ' We sometimes really dont understand why we gave birth to u. You are worthless, you are complete useless for us. It would have been better for us, if we killed u on the first place. You also said u get bullied, well actually u deserve it.' I even get bullied in school. I really dont have any friends, except of Jinyoung, but he will also leave me. I tried to sucide one time, but the stupid world didnt let me, i think to make it more painful. Also some unusual things happened today. My dad called me, he called after 1 year telling me that he and mom are coming back to Korea and that we are invited to go to this damn expensive restuarant to meet up with their friends. Another thing that happened today was that i didnt got bullied, it's not usuall at all. I have also heard that there 3 hot transder students coming to my school. I am sure that they would disgusted by my and will start harassing me. May-ybe i-i s-should cut myself. " i sobbed

That's when i grabbed my cutter, then rolled my sleeves. I looked at all the cuts that i have made before, they look beautiful. That's when i started cutting myself.

One cut. It feels good.

Two cuts. I like it.

Third cut. I deserve it.

Another cut. I m not scard of pain.

One more cut. It's so bloody, but i like it.

As i was cutting my self, i started to feel like i was getting sleep, and that when i dreafted of to my own dream land.

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I woke up, out of nowhere. I felt a light headace. I slowly opened my eyes and saw a majestic  room.

The room's main color was blue, my favorite (same). The looked like it was in a plalace. I was just so stunned. Then i tried get up, but failed. That's when i realised, my hands were cuffed to the headboard!!! What if i am naked?!?!?!? I looked down at myself and saw myself fully clothed. Phew. I nearly died out of panicking. I once again started noticing the tings around me.

Not until i noticed 6 dudes staring at me. That was the time i noticed them. They were straying lustfully at me. I have litterally no idea how i m see this many handsome guys. But looking at them made my fall in love with them. I dont fall in love someone sooooo easily but something about them make it love at first sight. They looked soo hot, sexy, stunning, and unforgettable.

As i was drooling our them, they all started to speak one by one.
"hey cutie" "hey hotie" "hey sexy" "hey beautiful" "hey sexy brain" "hey lovely" "hey adorable". Man! Even there voices are smoother than honey.

"Like what you see baby", the cute looking guy spoke. "I'm sure he dose" the bunny looking dude replied. "W-who a-are you guys", i shuttreded. "Well bae, u dont need to know that yet and dont be scared of us, we wont to anything to you...yet.", another guy spoke with deep voice. "Hyung, why can't make him ours already, he looks sooooooooo fucking sexy" "We can't do it yet, he dosen't know who we are." I agreed with the guy. They sexy guy spoke,"awww baby, thank you for telling us about yourself, i m soo happy you shared things with us. You can always tell us more. " He is right, anyways we are going to meet you soon, aren't we. Get ready babyboy, cause now you only belong to US and noone else." The bright looking guy said. Then they all slowly started coming close to. "No pls dont come near me" but thats when i woke up.

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Sup u yall humans, first of all i inspired from this book had this kind of concept but more of a dark version honestly and my forgetive shit brain forgot the books name and lost the book.
So if u find a book like that then think i got the idea frome there. I am not the owner of the pics that i used, they all belong to the rightful owner. Also THANK U SO MUCH FOR FOLLOWING ME I JUST STARTED WRITING YESTERDAY AND I GOT 70 FOLLOWER I LOVE YALL

HAVE A WONDERFULL DAY PEEPS.