Dear siddharth,

Tum kya gaye sara desh sunsaan lagne laga ...u know Kabhi tumhari fan naahi thi but phir hu tunhare sare serial dekhe ...balika vadhu me tumne Dil jita and Dil se Dil Tak me dil ko chu gaye par ohir bhi tumhari fan naahi thi ...khatron ke khiladi bhi dekha par usme mera fav koi aur tha jiske liye Maine dubara dekha aur wo Hara tumse to bura laga par winner to koi hona hi tha.
Phir aaya bigg Boss 13 .first contestant is siddharth shukla. I was so excited for u bcoj u came on screen I love ur serial so much ...I so happy to see u at bigg Boss

Phir Rashmi ki entry Hui I pray for both of u ... 10 th contestant aayi sana usne to aabka dil jit liya tha aate hi..jaise jaise show aage baadha I love Sidnaaz together more and more ..and raahmi se hate hoti gayi...
I literally vote for more then 3 hours at finale from every mobile cell ...when u won I was so much happy and overwhelmed..
Broken but beautiful me I just live ur evry scene ..I smile when u smile I cry when u r sad...I feel broken when u r broken...I really hte Sonia for breaking u ..u done a grt acting....
 
I alsways wanted u and sana for a movie but it's never happened...2nd sep is worst day I m a tutor. At 11 am I m my student home.. student mother know about my craje for Sidnaaz...ahe came suddenly and told me siddarth is no more I take it as a joke..after I m not able to concentrate on student...I m shivering after I myself check news on social media ....tears r falling automatically froom my eyes...I called of my tutoring session that day ...I m totally numb don't understand what is happening...I worreid for sana so much how she lives and cope up with the loss...
I never cried for anybody died in my family but I for 3 days totally cried but in alone times bcoj my daughter saw me crying for actor mkaing fun ki kya aap uske kiye kyu ro rahe hai ..aapko janta bhi anhi tha wo ..I have no answer for that...so I suppress my pain and when I m alone I cried bucket ....
Jab sana ka song aaya that time I can't stop my tears ..
Miss u siddarth I m not good at sharing my thoughts but I really miss u and miss Sidnaaz momennt..
God bless u ..
Kabhi to milega rasta Tera Mera .
Om shanti...