Dedicated to: ShannonCataldi

A/N: I'm so sorry for really long wait... I have been heaps busy with everything.

Sebastian laid awake on his bed in his dorm, he laid awake with Skylar's comment clouding his mind. Could it be possible if he dated Rachel? He knew it would be great if he dated Rachel while his younger brother dated Marley. He himself also knew Rachel deserved the world and everything more. But could he give Rachel that, because after all Sebastian always thought he was gay, for the longest time he had a crush on Blaine and was pining after him until he found out just how badly he treated Rachel. There it was the girl that has invaded his mind once more.

Sebastian got up and went to his bathroom, and had a cold shower, he hated this confused feeling, and what made it worse for him now was the girl that has been sending him letters. The girl that has been opening up to him. Sebastian eventually got out the shower, and got dressed again. Once he was dressed, he walked out and saw an envelope by his door. He walked over and picked it up, turned on his lamp, and started reading.

Dear Sebastian,

I think of you, and I know everything will be alright. I just want to be okay but what if it's not enough. What if I'm not enough anymore, I don't belong anywhere, I don't fit in, no one wants me here. I want to leave, I want it to end.

From

Iris West-Allen

Sebastian, didn't know what to do, he didn't know what to write, he just didn't know. He reread the letter. Placed it on his bed and stayed silent trying to figure out what to do. He sighed, walked over to his desk and wrote

Dear Iris

For once I don't know what to say, I'm grateful you think of me, it will get better, you are enough, you belong and I want you here, so please don't leave or end it. You are so much more.

From

Sebastian

Sebastian placed the letter in the envelope and left it on his desk. he looked at the letter on his desk, wanting to know who she was. he sighed deeply and didn't hear the door to his dorm open. it was when he heard

"Who's Iris?" Sebastian looked up and saw Skylar. Sebastian quickly covered up the letter and said

"She's no-one Sky." Skylar wasn't convinced and said

"If she is no-one then why do you have a letter addressed to her?" Sebastian looked at him and said

"if I knew who she was I would tell you." Skylar looked at his older brother and said

"So let me get this straight you are writing a letter to a girl you don't even know. That sounds a little creepy don't you think?" Sebastian sighed and said

"It's not like that Sky." Skylar gave his brother a really look and said

"It really sounds like it and it's really creepy, I thought you were gay and going after Blaine." Sebastian knew that he had to tell Skylar, before he got a really long lecture and he said

"Skylar, shut up and sit down. I'll explain everything, so it won't sound like I'm some creep." Skylar sat down in the chair at his desk and said

"Explain, or I'm going to assume you are a creep." Sebastian rolled his eyes at him and said

"you can't tell anyone at all." Skylar looked at his brother concerned and said

"Are you sure you aren't a creep, because that is exactly what a creep would say Sebastian." Sebastian arches an eyebrow at his younger brother and said

"and how would you know what a creep would say?" Skylar kept silent and Sebastian said

"Thought so, now do you promise not to tell anyone?" Skylar looked at his brother and said

"That you're a creep, of course I won't tell anyone." Sebastian shook his head at his brother, opened the top drawer, pulled out the letters and shows skylar

"Does this make me look like a creep?" Skylar looked at the letters in Sebastian's hands and said

"Yes, yes it does." Skylar then looked back at Sebastian and said

"I'm kidding." Sebastian hands the first letter he received and said

"Read this one, it's the first one I received." Skylar slowly took the letter from Sebastian and reads it. Sebastian nervously looked at Skylar and he said

"Now do you see why I don't know who this Iris is?" Skylar looked up from the letter back at Sebastian and said

"Bastian how do you even know if this Iris-West Allen is actually girl, she could be a guy disguised as a girl, to mess with you." As Skylar said that, the thought never crossed Sebastian's mind, and he said

"But if it were true Sky. Rachel would have told me. She's been giving the letters to this Iris because Rach is one of the ones I trust the most." At those words Skylar wondered something. As his wonder came to his mind, Sebastian gave Skylar the other letters to read. Skylar read and reread each letter that his brother had received and wondered about his idea even more. He knew he couldn't just tell him, because it seems he's been helping her. Skylar gave them back to his brother, and said

"I'll help you find your letter person and I'll stop calling you a creep, if you promise to go bowling with Marley, Rachel and I right niw. we could make it brother's vs sisters since they are just as competitive as us." As Skylar said that, he hoped Sebastian would agree to it. Sebastian looked at Skylar after he put the letters away and said

"Of course, but only if you stop calling me a creep." Skylar agreed, and followed his brother out of their dorm and to his car, wondering if his brother will ever figure out that his Iris West-Allen who is sending him letters is closer than he thinks, he just has to talk to Marley if who he is wondering is right.