Dedicated to: Pugsbunny88

Sebastian walked into Dalton, with a little bit weight of his shoulders, and went straight to Warbler practice. He himself knew that Rachel didn't deserve the treatment that Blaine and Kurt gave to Rachel, but he knew they wouldn't listen to anyone or even listen to reason. He wanted to hurt them as much as they hurt Rachel, but last time he done that, Rachel didn't talk to him for a month and he will admit that killed him, and made him turn over a new leaf.

Sebastian made sure the warblers worked ten times harder each day because Rachel was their competition, who always beat them in every singing competition. As warbler practice finished, he walked to his dorm, to work on his assignment and prepare for tests and exams, and as he walked inside he heard a crumple of paper from the ground, he looked down and saw an envelope, the exact same kind of envelope as yesterday's. He kneeled down to pick it up, and saw his name on it, he stood up, closed the door and then walked to his bed, he sat down, opened the envelope, took out the letter, opened it up and read

Dear Sebastian,

It doesn't matter how many times I try and stand up for myself, and make them listen, I always end up making everything worse. Today was the worse, I got shoved into lockers, and was slushied like always. Why do I make everything worse Sebastian? I'm a joke, I can't even stand up for myself without being the laughing stock, I try to be confident like you are, but it doesn't help. I feel like I don't fit in, I feel like crap, and I just can't do this anymore, and as I'm writing this I'm crying, sorry for the smudges on the paper.

From
Iris West-Allen

Sebastian stared at the letter in his hands, and he felt for the girl. He can't imagine what it's like to be shoved,. He wanted to help her, he wanted to tell her that everything will be okay, he wanted to hug her like he always does to Rachel. Sebastian was upset that the girl was hurt just for trying to stand up for herself. He wanted to be there for her,  but he didn't know who this Iris West-Allen was, all he knew was that she was a flash fan like he and Rachel were, he knew her and she gets bullied at her school.

He wanted to talk to her face to face, but how can he when he doesn't know who she is. Sebastian hopes that Rachel is able to find her so they can help her together. Sebastian stood up from his bed, and walked over to his and placed the letter with the last one. Sebastian placed the piece of paper on his and couldn't think of anything to write to the girl. He sighed loudly as he stared at the blank paper. He looked at today's letter again and he then started to write

Dear Iris West-Allen

I couldn't think of anything to say, but let me tell you something that I always tell Rachel (you may know her) you may not fit in because you are going places and going to achieve your dreams. You are one of a kind. I'm sorry that you get shoved into lockers and that you get slushied. Don't let anyone bring you down,  I say it's a good thing you try and stand up for yourself,it will help with your confidence.

From
Sebastian

Sebastian finished writing the letter, and he reread it to make sure it was perfect, he placed the letter in an envelope and wrote the name Iris West-Allen on it, and started his assignments.

Sebastian wanted to find this girl, he wanted to protect her from harm, like he does with Rachel, he cares so much for Rachel. Sebastian will admit that there are times when he is with her that he does question his sexuality because Rachel Barbra Berry is one of a kind, and he can't stop thinking about her. Sebastian may or may not be gay but he knew that when he finds this girl he will introduce her to the girl that clouds his thoughts daily. He finished his assignments and walked over to his closet and picked up his lacrosse equipment, with only one thought

If only Iris West-Allen was Rachel Berry, then it would be easier for him to know if he has fallen for her or not.

But even Sebastian knew life didn't work like that. He walked out of his dorm and went to lacrosse to practice with Rachel Barbra Berry and the letter girl on his mind.

But like yesterday he didn't even know that his one hope is right: they are the same person.

And what he also didn't know: was the fact that he is indeed falling for her, and falling for her hard.