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Sebastian laid on his bed in his dorm after the nationals win, looking at the girl sleeping laid beside him. He smiled knowing that Rachel was his, and no-one else's. Sebastian wrapped his arms around Rachel knowing that she is safe because of him, that she's okay because of him. Sebastian watched stir ever so slightly in her sleep, in the process of waking up. He whispered to her as she woke up

"I didn't mean to wake you Pretty Girl." Rachel looked at him and said

"It's okay Seb." They fell into a comfortable when Rachel softly said

"I'm sorry." Sebastian looked at his girlfriend confused trying to work out why she is sorry and what it is she had done and said

"What are you sorry for?" Rachel sat up on his bed and said

"That I lied to you, about being your letter girl, I didn't know how to tell anyone, and I didn't really trust anyone besides you, Marley, Skylar and Noah. I felt alone and I didn't know how to talk to anyone, and the only way I could was to talk to you, but not as me, as a fake name, so I'm sorry I didn't tell you that I was letter girl, that it was Marley that told you." Sebastian sat up, placed his hand on Rachel's cheek and said

"Listen to me Broadway. Don't ever be sorry about telling me. I admit I was upset that I didn't know it was you, but Rachel you were telling me in a way you felt comfortable and the only way you knew how, and knowing that I was the one you came to, made it all the more reason for me to love you even more." Rachel looked at Sebastian full of love and said

"I love you too." Sebastian leaned forward, kissed her and said

"So promise me that you will stop apologising for this. You're safe and okay at Dalton, because you Rachel Barbra Berry came to me, and opened up to me, and I was able to help you the only way I could, and it now helps that I can help you properly, you only did what you did so you could open up, and talk to someone, talk to me in the only way you felt comfortable, I will admit seeing you faint on that stage at regionals everything was in slow motion, and I was scared and terrified that something bad happened, and it would have been my fault." At those words, Sebastian leaned into Rachel's touch when she placed her hand on his cheek, and she said

"What happened to me at Regionals was not your fault, truth is you were helping me a lot, I just couldn't take or handle Santana, Quinn and the glee club anymore, it got so much more worse everyday Seb, and I couldn't handle to anymore, and when I fainted it felt like I lost everything, and felt like I let everyone down including you. I kept going because of you Seb. You helped me so much, and helped me through the darkest time of my life. I'm now happy, safe and okay thanks to you." Sebastian kissed her passionately, and then said

"But you'll tell me if it gets bad again right?" Rachel nodded her head yes and said

"Of course I will." They laid in each other's arms, as Sebastian sang you are my sunshine to her.

A few months later when they arrived in New York, in their apartment, Sebastian noticed Rachel looking unwell, and said

"Streisand, you don't look too good. Maybe you should rest, I'll get everything from the store to make you soup and then nurse you back to health and then get everything sorted here in our home." Sebastian kissed Rachel's temple and then watched her to go to their room. Sebastian turned and went to the store to grab the things he needed.

When he arrived home, he walked into his room, and gave Rachel a few boxes. She looked at them confused, and he said

"You've been throwing up for the past three days, and I want to check in case its getting bad for you again so I can help you through it so I'm never apart from you Rach, so please take the tests." Rachel kissed Sebastian's cheek, and said

"Of course Sebby, I'll take them, and if its getting bad for me again, I'll tell you." Rachel slowly stood up, went to the bathroom and took the multiple tests and some paper and pen so she could draw while she waited for the result, as she waited for the result, Sebastian sat outside the bathroom on their bed and prayed the tests came back positive, he hoped that she wasn't getting bad again, he didn't want to be apart from her, and didn't want her uncomfortable at all, he hoped that she was pregnant, he has always wanted to have a family with her, and the possibility of it happening made Sebastian nervous and excited at the same time. Sebastian waited for Rachel come out the bathroom, and when she did, she held a piece of paper in her hand, he looked up at her as she walked out and she said

"Here." Sebastian took the piece of paper from Rachel's hand and read

Dear Sebastian,

No matter what, I  love you so much

But I don't know how to tell you this, but the reason I have been feeling sick

and have been throwing up for the past three days

is because I'm pregnant. Pregnant with our first child

I'm nervous and scared, but I know with you by my side we can do this.

Love

Rachel.

Sebastian was shocked, surprised and happy that he was having a family with Rachel. Sebastian placed the letter down, and kissed Rachel. Sebastian hugged her and said

"I love you too, and I'm so happy about this Rachie. We are going to be parents, and I know our siblings will be happy for us too." Sebastian kissed her hair and said

"We're in this together Rachel, and makes my question easier." Sebastian smiled at Rachel's confused face, and he said

"Marry me Rachel, and we can give our baby the family they deserve, the love and care they will have. So what do you say?" Rachel kissed him passionately, full of love and said

"Of course I'll marry you."

Nine months later Rachel Smythe gave birth to a healthy boy they named Noah Skylar Smythe. Named after his godfather and his uncle.

Sebastian was happy that his letter girl was Rachel, his wife who gave birth to their son, and he wouldn't have it any other way.

A/N: thank you for reading this. I just like to say that this story is a really personal story for me. Everything Rachel went through in my story was personal for me, as I based my own personal experiences of what I went through into Rachel.