A/N: This is going to be a really sad chapter

Sebastian came back from class and saw a letter on the ground just inside his dorm, like he usually did. But for some reason he felt like this letter was different than the others. He picked it up and just stared at it. He stared at the perfect calligraphy on the envelope

the same design that has been on every envelope he has received. His name was neat he hoped and prayed he was helping the girl. Otherwise if he wasn't he would feel really guilty and blame himself since the girl is reaching out to him for help. Sebastian sat on the chair at his desk, looked at the envelope in his hands with his facing up at him. He slowly turned it over and carefully opened it and what he read broke his heart.

Dear Sebastian,

I'm happy but sad

I want to leave but I don't

I  love you, but I'm afraid

I'm tired but I'm not

I say I'm fine but I'm really not

I want to talk to you everyday, but I know I can't

Everything is a mess, and deep down I'm so angry

Much love

Iris West-Allen

Sebastian was close to tears as he read it. He placed the letter in his desk drawer where he had placed the previous letters, took out his notebook, picked up his pen as he opens it and started to write

(A/N: Prepare for some Barry Allen feels)

Dear Iris,

I will admit I was close to tears when I read your letter, and it's okay to be afraid. it really is .

Things aren't always what they seem, our fears can play tricks on us,

making us afraid to change course,

afraid to move on, but usually

hidden behind our fears are second chances waiting to be seized

second chances at life... Glory... At family... At love.

And these opportunities don't come around everyday.

So when they do, we have to be brave,

Take a chance and grab them while we can.

From Sebastian

(A/N: Barry Allen feels are over)

As Sebastian finished writing the letter, he re read it, and then placed it in an envelope, to give Rachel later at sectionals as that is when he will see her again. He sighed deeply and thought of Rachel like he always did. he wanted to understand why he always felt like this around her. He deeply sighed, as he stood up to get ready to perform. He placed the letter in his pocket, and then walked out. As he walked out of his dorm and walked with his friends and brother to the bus to go to McKinley to perform. He made a point on sitting next to Skylar, who looked at him and said

"You okay Bastian?" Sebastian sighed as he looked at him and said

"I'm not, but it's nothing you can help me with Sky." Skylar looked at his brother and whispered

"Is it do with your letter girl, who I assume is still a guy in disguise as a girl to trick you." Skylar had to keep quiet about what he knew and about who his brother's letter girl, he couldn't say anything because Rachel is opening up to him and his brother is helping her a lot. Sebastian shook his head and said

"It's not about that and they are not a guy, because no guy has perfect calligraphy, it's something else that you can't help me with Sky, I mean it you can't." As he said that, Skylar now wish he could tell Sebastian about his letter girl as he knew his brother was hurting but he can't tell him. They sat in silence on the way to McKinley. When they arrived and walked into the school, Sebastian saw Rachel straight away. he smiled as he approached her, and said

"Good luck today Broadway." Rachel looked at him and smiled

"May the best glee club win." Sebastian smirked and said

"Which will be the warblers Streisand." Before he could let Rachel give him a comeback, he took the letter out and handed it to her and said

"Here, have you found her yet?" Sebastian was slightly disappointed when Rachel shook her head no, and she said

"We will find her, I promise, you should go, your team is waiting for you." Sebastian hugged her, and then left to be with his friends since they were performing first, he glanced back over her and gave a small smile at her, which obviously didn't go unnoticed to Skylar. Sebastian walked with them and Skylar said to him

"When are you going to tell Rachel?" Sebastian was confused and said

"Tell her what?" Skylar looked at him and said

"That you like her." Skylar then walked ahead of him as Sebastian stopped and thought about what he said. He couldn't could he. He shook the thought away, and then walked over to his friends, they walked on stage and started performing. As they were performing Sebastian stood centre stage getting ready to sing his solo, he looked over at Rachel

and he started to sing his solo. He sang it full of passion to her, basically pouring his heart to her. As he sang, Skylar knew that he was right. He knew that his brother is in love with her, and all he needed is a push to tell her. As they finished performing, they walked off the stage to sit down for McKinley's New Directions. It was when Rachel was singing her solo, that Sebastian became concerned for her, more concerned than usual. He watched her intently as she sang here's to us, and Skylar said

"Bas, something doesn't seem right." Sebastian glanced at his brother and then at the stage

"It doesn't." As he said that, he looked at Rachel as she finished singing, and then quickly stood up out of his seat with Skylar and rushed to the stage when they saw that Rachel had fainted after she sang, and saw that Puck and Marley were the first two to her.