Dear My Subconscious,

Roses are red, 

Violets are blue.

I hate you and this day,

what about you?

What is wrong with you Al? I hate it when you make me choose the wrong thing thinking it's the right thing to do. Because then my life goes downhill. And that's not a good thing. I don't like it when you are always pushing me to do bad things. Like slack off, instead of working. I hate when you want to do something I kind of agree with you, and decide to do it anyway. Even though I know whatever you want me to do is wrong. 

You make me cry, you make me stressed. 

I wish I could just go away, and relief me of my death.

I want to get rid of you, but I know I can't.

Because you are a half of me, that just can't won't happen.

I wish that I could just put you down, but I would go to.

But how else would we live as one.

If you go I go down too.

It's the time to change me, Change us. 

Make a better life.

Hopefully you'll agree, because you are part of me.

But that probably won't be. 

You are my opposite, and that is the truth.

You are demon, and how could I love you.

But then I thought...

maybe it's just ME. 

ME, MYSELF, & I, are alright until I die.

But maybe this is the way it ought to be. 

Because the apologies are senseless, and mean no truth.

So I might as well face it.

This is the way it has to be.

We've been through it, and it's done. 

But I don't know when our time is to come.

When we change for her. 

Because I need to.

We need to change for the better. 

Please. Just try.

Signed,

Me, Myself, & I  

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Okay this 2nd Semester of high school turned out really really really badly. And I hate it. 

It's all because of summer gym. 

Cause I had to leave for vacation early because of summer gym. So yeah today has been a living hell hole.  So basically this was a day filled with stress, sadness, and kind of a just a really maddening day for the life of me. Maybe even the worst day.

I don't know what's wrong with me I feel really sad all of a sudden. Because of my choices and actions to disregarded what my mom asked me to do. And I chose the opposite of what she told me to do.

So you out there. Reading this. Don't make the same mistake I did. 

Or mistakes should I say. 

At least try. 

Do's and Dont's:

1) DON'T LIE TO YOUR PARENTS. EVEN IF IT'S ABOUT SOMETHING SMALL.

2) DON'T YELL AT YOUR PARENTS. THEY MAY GET MAD BACK. AND THAT'S NOT GOOD.

3) DO PUSH YOURSELF TO TRY YOUR ABSOLUTE BEST IN YOUR SCHOOLING. BE NOT TO HARD TO WHERE YOU'RE STRESSED.

4) DO LOVE YOUR PARENTS. THEY ARE YOUR FAMILY AND YOU SHOULD LOVE THEM.

5) DON'T WASTE TIME. YOUR LIFE IS PRECIOUS.

6) DO USE YOUR TIME WISELY.

-AJR :P