those nights, those feels, those arms, those eyes
you never appreciated the moments when you were mine
wore that dress very tight, and went out to dine on the january 9
even drank whiskey wishing strings of our hearts will twine

gazed you, adored you, kissed you, loved you
after all those nights i spent talking to you
you sulked for her, even when you let her go
i craved for you, for your touch and all you remember is her glow

'why can't i be like her?'
i try and try but you still want her
you made me invisible in your heart and my memories in your mind got blur
never tried to replace her, but couldn't find any empty space either

wished that you could un-see my flaws and all the scars
gave up nights, comforted you for hours
does all this mean, i am nothing compared to your stars?
burnt myself in millions, to glow like your cosmic cigars