This is a rather personal piece that I decided to put together on a walk down memory lane. I can't put these letters in order because I can't possibly put my feelings in order.
'Meh' is what I decided to call this boy because that is how I wanted, in fact needed, myself to feel about him because he was the typical genius boy who got got all the girls. I needed to feel unaffected by him and his escapades if I was going to protect myself, but it didn't work out most times.
Basically I'm throwing my emotions out in the wind to a bunch of strangers because I can't see myself expressing myself any other way if not through words and their power to move others.
Everything I say in this collection of letters is an honest portrayal of how I felt throughout my so called relationship with this unnamed person.
If you're reading this, thanks for the learning experience, 'k...