Dear Lyra,
Hey big sis. It's...been a while, huh?

I'm sorry I haven't been talking to you as much as I wanted to recently. It's just everythings happening everywhere so rapidly and it's hard to sit down without another kid looking over your shoulder. This place is really scary. I won't lie.

I don't know if you know what I did. I hope you don't. If you do, don't remind me I'm not going to see you up there. I know I won't and it breaks my heart just thinking about it all.

Maybe God will give me a chance this time. I'm not a monster, sis. I'm just...different. That's how you always described me. Differently unique. Maybe he'll forgive me for my sins this time. It wasn't my fault, it was Slenderman's. Does he let me get a ticket if it wasn't me controlling my body?

Maybe, maybe not. I'm sorry for making this so depressing. I will think of something better soon to talk about.

Love, the baby of the family,
Toby.