dear luke,

i have this thing where i can not express my feelings. i'd say it's a problem but it's usually on the small things i do, saying 'i love you' is a big deal to me and it actually takes a lot of mental help

you probably don't like me and i understand why - someone like you would never like someone like me. but there is still that small feeling that you like me the way i like you and that we can actually kiss someday

that's all i would be happy with, just a kiss

with love,

ashton