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Kameela Devgan

Life is full of thrill and surprises they say, yet it really worked out that way for me. I was doing good with my routine 8 months ago. Favourite job, my very own place and a best friend who always there to cheer me up. And everything changed after he came in.

He made me realize that even though I had everything, I'm still lacking some things in me. I had a very low perspective on myself, I hated the way I look since before he came in and I thought that's why no one's there to date me. I really thought that I had incurable issues but I was wrong. He changed it all for me. He made me see myself beyond my plus size body and he gave me confidence on how to show myself some love.

He came upon the most unexpected way and went away unexpectedly too. I was never happy when both of these happened and when he left, I felt like that's the end of my life.

Thus everything restarted again when I found him on my door as the Adrian Reed Smith. From there begin my journey with pregnancy too. Amazing it is and I could chapter up my rollercoaster ride life as a book.

"I love you, baby."

I'm seven weeks pregnant and my baby will be in the size of blueberry by now. I thought he or she wouldn't be able to get to know their father but right now, having to see my baby daddy confessing his undying love for me, I couldn't be more happier.

"And I really missed you." He kissed my lips once again as he say so and my arms nudged him tighter to me. I don't want to let him ever again.

"Hey, cuddle bugs, this is a public area." We heard the loud whining and I exactly knew who it belongs to.

I unwillingly pulled us away to look into her and she's smiling down at us. Ricardo joining behind her as she side hugged him while watching us.

"That's quite a performance on the stage, bro. You finally made your stand." Ricardo said and we both stood up, still having each other in the proximity.

"Thanks, Pilvasi." Adrian or Love God smirked as his arm ran around my waist.

They knew each other before?

"Wait! You guys know each other?" Lisa asked in surprise just like she just read my mind.

"Yeah, babe. Of course, I knew him." Ricardo replied and Lisa shrieked. "Oh my God, Cabello, our boyfriends are best friends just like we two. Isn't that sounds cool?"

"Urmm....we kind of....more like frenemies." Ricardo exclaimed in hesitancy and Adrian nodded to him while saying. "I hate that guy."

"Well, I hate you too." Ricardo retorted back with a groan. Lisa and I eyed each other for a second before shaking our head while giggling and we figured out that some things between these two haven't changed. Invisible or not, they both tend to pick fight no matter what.

"Okay, you two need to stop right there. I would never tolerate negativeness around my in-baking godchild." She ushered out of Ricardo's hold and flew over to me, caressing my belly softly.

"What are you doing?" I heard him asking and this is not how I wanted him to know. Yes, I haven't opened up to him yet and I don't want to stress him out after whatever happened today. I just got him back and I don't want him to feel like we are moving too fast.

I saw him through my lashes and he looked baffled. Ricardo smacked his shoulder while saying, "Don't act like you don't know. Wait, you really don't know?" Looking at his face expression, Ricardo concluded the question.

"He don't know?" Lisa asked me, frowning.

"I....didn't tell him yet." Lisa looked me in bewilder at my answer. "What? This should be the first thing you told him about." Lisa facepalmed herself while groaning so.

"Urmm, so....I spill everything? Isn't it?" Lisa asked and I nodded my head slowly.

I looked back at him and he was still in the same position. "I'm sorry, Adrian or....Love God. I wanted to tell you right away but at the same time, I don't want to stress you out. This announcement going to be changing everything so I thought you might need some time to-"

"To accept my baby? To accept the fact that I'm going to be a father?" He cut me with worried full eyes.

He was entirely right about what I had in my head."No! I don't meant that way. What I'm trying to say is...." I tried to lie about the fact in my mind but eventually gave up. "....y-you were right. I really think that you need time to settle with all this."

"Baby, yes, this announcement is surprising and unexpected for me after all that happened today but I would still be the happiest man alive to get to know that the love of my life is pregnant with my baby. I was off-limits, thought that I had everything with money and fame, but deep inside, I knew how much I craved for family attachments. I hated coming home with no one waiting for me and I have been alone all my life. So I always yearn for a family, baby. A family that....I never had." His eyes lowered with misery and I ran up to him, weeping on the way to his arms.

"I'm sorry, Love God. It's just....I was afraid of your reaction. Today was completely out of blue for us and everything happens in sudden, I-I just thought that-" He shushed me down with a finger. His palm now rising towards my cheeks as he wiped the tears away.

I felt his lips planting a kiss on my forehead before he whisper, "I understand, baby. Just know that I am going to be the best dad, which I never had and I am going to love our baby just as much as I do with you. This will be my promise of lifetime."

I hugged him right away, holding him for dear life as he extract away all the uncertainties in me.

"You go, my man!" Lisa sang in one of her charming accent and we both giggled at her sense of excitement.

"I'm your man and I'm standing right next to you." Except one of us of course and by the time we pulled away, Ricardo was throwing daggers at her with his arms curled up over his chest.

Lisa being Lisa, pretended that he was never there and continue to take the cheerleading mode over us.

I felt a hand sneaking it's way to my tummy and he caress the place softly. "How long are you, baby?"

"Seven weeks." I replied and he smiled, attaching our forehead once again.

"I can't wait to have our baby in my arms." He pronounced and I couldn't agree more.

"Me too."

*****

"Is that our baby?" He asked in disbelief, eyes totally shining in amazement.

His fingers slowly stroke on the ultrasound copy which I had kept safely on my purse and he took the sheet closer to his lips, kissing it lightly with adoration.

I was leaning on his shoulder with one arm over my chin and another on my tummy. I smiled lovingly, just by watching his unconditional affection for our baby.

"What if I didn't run after you that day and I wouldn't have remember a thing like now?" He looked afar for a minute, his gaze lining away from the ultrasound. "I wouldn't know that I'm going to be a father, isn't it? That I have a baby. Or even that you're pregnant with my child? I would have never know."

It's been a week since I got him back and he's still traumatized over all this 'what if' questions. Though whatever he said were true and that would be our last goodbye. I most probably would have moved out of state or something to be away from him.

But I don't need to worry about all that now, I have my whole heart right here and I surely need to thank every God who made this happened.

I wrapped my arms around his shoulder while kissing his cheek before saying, "You're right, Love God. But none of that happened. We are together now." I placed my hand on the ultrasound with his own, creating a mini view of our cute family of three.

"I love you, baby." He lean forward to kiss on my lips and turn to my side to envelope me in a full hug.

"I love you too, Love God." I spoke and enjoyed the warmth of him securing me around.

I sniffed in and he smelled too good like old times. Guess, he started using my rose body wash again.

"Sorry to interrupt, love birds, but the moving van is here." Lisa exclaimed and I got tense as I looked at me for reassurance once again.

"Are you sure of what your doing? I mean, you really wanted to sell that property of yours just to be here with me? In this tiny unit."

He seemed to get my intention. "I'm hundred percent sure, baby. What's the use of having a big house when I have nothing there. Tiny or not, anywhere with you will be the coziest place ever. And I will always have you right by side."

I smiled at him and he kissed my nose before standing up to follow her out. I followed them shortly after I make sure I had peed and we went down to grab his things.

Few hours later, we had his stuffs arranged in our room and Lisa was nagging me to eat lunch. It's way past my time for lunch actually and I really shouldn't be skipping my meals as I'm pregnant but I wanted to eat with him. He and Ricardo had left somewhere an hour ago yet still they were nowhere to see. Honestly we don't know how these men getting along and I hope they aren't ripping each other's head off.

While me and Lisa were chatting something, we heard a loud bickering from the main door and we assumed that it might be them. I reached for the door and our assumption were right but they didn't looked well.

Love God seemed to be upset and he walked passed us to our room, not before giving me a kiss on my forehead.

"What happened?" Lisa asked Ricardo.

"That man really sued him hard. Now he had to give away everything as he convicted guilty for breaching an agreement." He let us know and I knew this is because of me too. Just because he chose me, he lost everything that he earned over this year's.

"There's no loophole or something? What does the lawyer said?" It was Lisa's question again and Ricardo shook his head.

"The lawyer couldn't interfere because the prove is strongly against him. It's his own signature of acceptance and someone recorded the whole thing that night and the video's viral now. That old hag even sued him for defamation because of that video, which when he cancelled off the engagement publicly." Ricardo explained.

"There's zero chances for him to gain the company back. Luckily he had sold the mansion earlier, otherwise he would be penniless by now." He added in more information and it hurts me to think of the wild lose he had to go through, just because he chose me.

I walked to our room and saw him standing by the window with his back towards me. I stepped closer and cling my way on his back, hugging him with tears brimming in my eyes.

"It's all because of me, Adrian. If only I hadn't attend the event that night, you wouldn't have to lose everything to- " I tighten my arms around his chest more, crying out in culpability but he merely froze me in place as he shush me down while peering around to face me.

"No, no, no. Don't say that, baby. I am telling you this again, you're the best decision that I ever made that day. Yes, I might....had lose my company but it's not the end of the world. On the brighter side, I have you with me now and there's nothing else I need to ask more." He confessed softly and pecked on my forehead before hugging me closer.

"I have some savings in my account, perhaps I could do investments with them. Who knows, one day in the future, we can buy it all back that I lose. Sounds good, isn't it?" I nodded my head, smiling at his enthusiasm on soothing me.

"And, baby, I'm Love God for you. No more calling me Adrian. Got it?" He sweetly ordered and I nodded my head with a fit of giggle.

"Good, let's get out of here and have some food. I'm sure my baby would be starving by now." He guided us out with a finishing kiss on my lips and we had our lunch together.

*****

It was the next day, assumed it to be refreshing after all that happened and I gracefully got ready to attend my work. Hence, I wasn't fully aware of what awaits for me.

"But you can't do this. I-I have put a lot-" I tried to explain but she cut through my words.

"Decision had been made, Miss Devgan. The management is not under us anymore and their highest demand to spare our survival is by firing you. You know how much we had worked to reach this height, then how do you expect me to let go of that for a mere employee? I'm sorry once again, Miss Devgan, you may leave now." She let me know, our CEO, Miss Venus just called me out to her office and lend me my termination letter.

Still outraged and shocked of what just happened, I sat on my car like a statue.

"I'm sure this is all because of that old hag, since he got hand of Adrian's shares and deals so he took advantage of it to fire you. I swear I'm going to kill that guy." Lisa fumed beside me, her hand fisting on the steering wheel.

"Hell with this place, Cabello. I'm sure we will get a job which pleases us more than this place does." That's right, she quit right after she got know about me.

Though she tried her best to convince me, I just couldn't take it to my heart. My favourite workplace, used to make me feel like my second home and they just kicked me out like I did nothing for the past three years. All my hard works were thrown away.

I sobbed, tears of despair cascading down my cheeks. I couldn't hold back the lose I had with my career life. It's even more crucial to think of what am I going to do after this.

"Hey, come on." Lisa cooed, pulling me into her embrace.

We made our way back to my place after my period of grief and I was not going to show myself weak in front of my Love God. But eventually, he knew something was off with me.

"What happened, baby?" He took hold of my face, caressing my cheeks lightly as he continue examining me with a look of concern.

I shook my head slowly and snuggled myself into his arms, seeking for his comfort as I felt the tears threatening to fall again.

Lisa walked passed us and Ricardo was waiting for her to explain as well. He read into her too and she's an open book so she spill everything in a go.

"We need to find a job." She slumped on his shoulder while saying so.

Love God had me pulled away and he stared into me as if asking me whether it is the truth. I nodded my head and closed my lids to restrain the liquids forming around my eyes.

Life is full of surprises yet they just had their best and worst times, but what matters is that they are together right now, isn't it?

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