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Love God

Overwhelming mind had begged me to cool off and I chose to rinse myself. My troubled up emotions causes the statement that kept on roaring in my head grew fearful.

I'm turning into a human.

It's not that I don't want to be a human but what if the consequences that comes along wouldn't be pleasing.

I was in the state of squeezing my brain with questions after questions which only doubled my fear and the soothing part to think of from all this messes is...her.

"Hey! " Hearing a gasp, I looked up at the person and I felt as if the heavy load in my mind had been lifted.

Her beautiful face looks even more embellished through my watery eyes.

"What are you doing? " She screamed, concern playing a role in her feature now. Turning off the shower, she crouched down to my level.

I didn't expect her next move but as she did so, I felt the need in me to be hugged right now. It reminds me that I too have someone who cares about me dearly so I snuggled to get more of this comfort.

She pulled away minutes later and stood up with my one hand on her hold. "Get up. You will catch cold if you continue sitting here. " I looked up at her, wonderingly. Then back at me, knowing that I'm fully soaked in water.

I got up along and was about to take one step out of the tub when she stopped me. "Wait! Let me grab a towel. You need to dry yourself first. "

She cutely ordered which I'm used too and walked away to grab me some clothes.

After sometimes, she returned and handed me the spare clothes along a towel. She gave me space to change and as she locked the door behind, I went back into the tub.

Turning it on again to clean myself this time. I used her rosy smell body wash like always and only I know of how excited was I when I got to try it for the first time.

I literally pleaded her to give me a small potion on the first time and she glared at me, before giving me the access to use it whenever I want.

I smiled recalling those memories and I so badly wanted to make more memories like this with her.

She deserves the best, remember?

Shutting off the shower, I sighed in distress and stepped out of the tub. Drying myself completely, I changed into the clothes that she gave me and went out of the bathroom

My eyes right way catching hers and she patted her side of the bed, signalling that I need to take a seat there.

I walked in degrees towards her and took the spot she patted just now.

"Do you want to talk about it? " Her voice seems nervous on this question but should she need to be nervous?

Do I make her feel bad by leaving her workplace just like that?

"You know, I was scared when I found no movements while I came in the house today. I...I thought you ran away to somewhere. " Comes her exclamation and I was confused at this point.

"Why would I ran away? " Our gaze connected and I continued to tell the what comes in my mind. "I have nowhere else to go rather than coming back to you, then where else would I go. "

I'm telling the truth when I said so. I used to spend God knows how many days or months, in streets or also sometimes as the uninvited guests in few people's houses. None of that places had given me the pleasure of living but, this small house does. It chills me a different stages of homeliness, especially with the woman I lo-

I bit my tongue, striking a quick alarm to my brain to cut off from completing the word.

What am I even thinking?

I need diversion. Right now!

"What happen with your friend and everything? " I questioned, which I really don't want to hear about but on the thought of diverting the previous thought, I couldn't think otherwise.

She wasted no time to explain me everything and I was very patience in listening to her adorable rambles. Reminding of last night when I had those pudgy lips on mine, I just wanted to do the same. But deep inside, I knew I couldn't.

It's a flow and it's better be that way.

"....he apologized. And....he asked me out again. " I was feeling something odd when I heard her last statement and even though I hate the fact that he had asked her out, I couldn't be angry anymore.

He's that real human male, who would completes her in every way. So if he likes her, then I should be only helping him to win her heart and make them fall in love on each other.

That's what she calls me most of the time anyways, the Love god who helps people to fall in love.

I vowed to find her a promising male too, so why not I make her be my last assignment before anything happens to me? An excruciating stabs came through my heart and I felt very weak internally.

Though, it doesn't make sense and I ignored them. Shooing those feelings away to the basement.

"You said yes, right? " I was expecting a 'yes' and upon my wishes, she nodded.

She likes him too, isn't she? It's hell of suffer to accept this.

"Good. That's what I expected. " I wasn't seeing her, but I could figure her staring at me with doubt on my peripheral vision.

"You know how to handle a man now so I think...it's a good sign that you said yes. Dhilip is a nice man and who knows, he might be the one for you. " I told her, eyes still lingering on my fingers as I don't find the strength to connect with her eyes right now.

"You deserves the world, Kameela. " And, that's right. She deserves everything that would make her happy and I would do anything to make that happen.

Surprising me, she stand up abruptly. Stomping away in hurry and I stopped her. "Kameela? " Her body freezed and instead of turning around to see me, she just gave me a side look.

I couldn't read much onto her as I have no clear sight of her condition.

"I wanted to go out...alone. Would that be okay for you? " I let out my mind. Asking like I always do and she might even think of why I needed to be alone anyway.

However it hurts, the feeling of doing something in return for someone who you couldn't give what they deserve is bittersweet. I just wanted to make things the right ways for her. Who knows that I will be no more after today, so as I mentioned. I would take her as my final assignment.

"You don't need my permission for everything. Do what you want to do. Just...be safe. " Her voice sounded to be a little raspy and she made herself out afterwards.

I was doubting whether to follow after her or not, but I have a solo mission right now.

I shouldn't be distracted and I need to complete this final assignment of mine as soon as possible.

I prepped myself up and left the house minutes later. Not before, watching her sitting by the balcony as she gazed up at the night sky. I was relieved that she's okay and resumed back to my mission.

*****

Two hours of walking by the pedestrians roads, I made it to the destination where I'm about to use my powers. Which I haven't done since months after I moved in with her.

It was a huge mansion, sculptured in conscientious as it will make every well heeled colonials to be jealous. Everything around the building shouted nothing but money. Even so, that didn't seem to amaze me.

I digged my hands on each sides of my sweater pockets and stood by the pool of this mansion. Staring on this particular window for like 5 minutes now, until I wanted to make the confirmation.

Just like I expected, it was the person I thought it to be and I had a small smile tugged on my lips. Knowing that I would change everything for her right after today.

Kameela Devgan

He shut the door behind and left me alone to sulk on my own.

It hurts so much on everything he said. The stain on my cheeks from those tears that sprung like the water falls is still fresh, alike the agony my heart claims from his words.

He spoke as if he's ready to leave me anytime and that he's okay with me dating anyone. Why do I care much about him approving my relationship anyway? I couldn't find the answers but I'm sure I need him with me. He can't leave me just like that.

Maybe he's different because of the kiss yesterday? But he was fine till this morning and when Dhilip came in the view, he seems to be unwell.

Is he jealous over him and doesn't like the fact that Lisa shipped me with him? Oh my God, does that mean the Love God really likes me?

"Tomorrow will be the day to everything. " Muttering so, I stood up.

Would he be okay out there? I was worried but I braced myself saying that he will be good and be right back before morning.

I strolled to my bedroom and retired on the bed, letting slumber to take over me.

But it got so hard than I thought as the images of the Love God popped one after another tremendously.

*****

I woke up with my eyes a little bit swollen from last night's event and I could say that it wasn't a shiny day for me.

Right after getting out of bed, my feet dragged me to my living hall so that I could catch a glimpse of him sleeping soundly on the adjustable mattress I got him. I got dull when I had no picture of him around my house and I learned that he wasn't home yet.

"Why aren't you back yet? " I whispered and convinced myself that he will be back sooner.

I decided to take a shower and after getting all dressed in work clothing, I left the house.

Time went by so horribly slow with Lisa's constant teasing and I almost lost my control over shouting at her to shut up. Everything she assumed about me and Dhilip ain't right, thus, I had no choice but to simply nod.

Evening walked in with the sun setting low over the horizon and I released a semi compressed breath as I bid my farewell towards Lisa.

Though, she surprised me with a confession that proven the understanding she got in my features before parting out ways. "You're hiding something big from me, Cabello. You aren't happy to talk about him and you aren't even blushing like you did yesterday. It's either you guys fought or Dhi isn't the guy who made you felt that way yesterday. "

On my look of guilt and hesitancy, she knew what I needed yet she finalized her statement. "Whatever it is...I'm giving you two days to digest whatever your going through right now. After this two days I want you to tell me everything in detail. Capeesh? " I just nodded and she hugged me as comfort, reminding me that she will be always by my side no matter what.

Later, I got my way back home and he wasn't still here.

Where was he? My first thought came in my mind as I stepped my foot inside the cold embrace of my house and I felt...empty. It's been few months since he stayed around and just a day of his absence seems like a torture to me.

I don't know why I had this instinct to do so but I still did what I randomly believe on, "Please be safe, Love God. " I whispered with my eyes closed tightly. Hoping that he would sense it or hear my prayer, as we both could telepathic towards each other.

My lips parted to let out the deep audible breath expressing the woe I'm internally experiencing and I brought myself to the shower.

Fully clothed at first because that reminded me of him from yesterday's happening and after inducing myself to properly got bath so that I could get ready for that not-so-excited-date tonight.

I went up to my closet afterwards and changed into one of my simplest dress that I maybe haven't wore before. I put some light make up with a red lipstick on and when I see myself on the full view mirror, I was astonished.

It was still the same me, who's in size 20 with these curves all over my body. But today, I could see something way through that.

I shifted my postures side to side so that I could take a better look on myself and I had a smile lingering on my lips for the way I feel right now.

I realized that I hadn't given a chance to admire all this before and my insecurities indeed masked all this on top.

For the first time, I'm feeling myself without any disgraceful mocking thoughts from the back of my head.

"I'm beautiful. " Words spread from my mouth unknowingly and it didn't made me gasp or stun. I truly do felt beautiful.

"Nothing makes a woman more beautiful than the belief that she is beautiful. So trust me when I say that you are beautiful. " The Love God's turn of phrase played in my brain and I could understand right now.

It's all in our state of believing things, isn't it?

"I'm beautiful. " I said to my magnificent self once again while looking into the mirror. Twirling a little to compliment my dress which fits around my curves perfectly and I felt like those princesses in the fairy tales.

If it was the old me, I would have never compared myself with the fairy tales princesses' at all. But now, it felt so dang good and I felt no regret.

He's right all this time when he said that I'm beautiful. "Ugh! I hate that he's always right. " I groaned to myself but ended up smiling widely on the fact that he used to see me like a gorgeous woman right from the start.

Oh, Love God. My face felt as if I'm swallowed by redness and the growing grin over my lips wouldn't help either as I indulged myself in the pleasure of his memories.

My body shook out of trance when I heard a gentle knock on my door and I felt the enormous adrenaline rush in myself while on my way to open the door.

"Love- " My vocals cut down short when the door fully swung. Eyes doubled size with my mouth halfway open. "Dhilip? "