Love God's POV wouldn't be that revealing but...you can play guess on how do he feel about Kameela🌝

P.S. Just to tell you, it wasn't a full chapter of Love God's POV so hopefully you all won't go all murder on me for a short POV!

Happy Reading!

*****

Love God

"You have got yourself a sexy hunk here, Cabello. " I heard her friend's whisper from behind and I could only scowl.

If he's a sexy hunk, then what am I?

"D-Dhilip? " I heard his name coming out of Kameela's exhilarating lips and I really wanted her to shut up.

I just couldn't control this emotions running up at me with her saying some other man's name. Call it anything you want but I don't like it at all!

Those same lips moaned for me last night and it should be for me on-

Oh, shit! Where's this coming from?

I know it was a bad idea to kiss her yesterday.

I'm practically living with her nowdays and it would be only a surprise if I haven't developed anything on this woman.

Let's call it an obsession that made me crave for her eyes to lock with mine or that feisty mouth to put me in place. How can I forget about that luscious body in that god-damned night dresses which only make me drool everytime.

The way her ass swayed in that material, would only trigger me to take-

Shit! Why am I thinking like this again?

"What are you doing here? " I was back to reality when Kameela spoke again and that man smirked at her.

Before he could reply, Lisa popped in, "Uh, what do you think he's doing? Of course, he's here to check on his girl. "

His girl? Kameela assured me yesterday that they aren't officially dating yet, then why am I hearing this from her friend?

"Come on, let's have our lunch together. You two have so many stories to tell me. " Lisa cheered as her usual self and took hold of both their hands to make them sit on the table along her.

Kameela was totally stunned, I can see that she's overwhelmed by what's happening here and I wouldn't blame her. She's already swamped by my presence in her life and only I knew of how much she went through because of me.

"So are we going to order food first or...are you guys planning to start telling me the story? " He spun to look at Kameela and she slowly turned to connect his gaze.

Knowing of why I'm feeling like my chest tightening over my shirt, I quickly turned away to avoid this from happening and only I know of what will happen if I give in to this feelings.

I can't risk myself into this. At least, just for her.

All my fantasizes about her should be only in the cord of fantasizes and that kiss yesterday had only worsened everything. I took it way too far until she became willing to give me her body and that statement alone had me shaking.

I suppose to not look through more in her case but as I held her in my arms so close yesterday night, I had an internal failure. Everything in me begged to surrender myself to her when I trace her body.

My sexual system ran on it's full speed and all I had in mind yesterday was to take her first time, until that phone rang.

Now I'm thanking the ringing because if we had gone any further, I would have screwed her heart and her purity at the same time. This two precious of hers deserves to someone else. Someone who's real, a human male who would be seen by her everywhere.

My jaw clenched as my eyes went closed tightly. Something pricking my eyelids to force open and as I did, I only found my sight to be foggy. Feeling something sliding down on my cheek, my palms rose to touch onto it and they were stained.

I'm....crying? Like a real human do?

"Your changing into a human. "

I reminisced Kameela's words and I froze.

Why am I changing? Is it because of her? Would I finally be able to know about myself? What if she don't want me in the real human form? What if I'm already married when I became a human? What if I wasn't like me when I turned into a human? What if...I forget her?

Oh, no! All of this is agonizing me again.

I can't stand here anymore. I should be leaving, I wanted to be alone right now.

*****

Kameela Devgan

Is he okay? Was all came up to my mind when he had been standing with his back on me for so long.

"Cabello, what are you going to order? " Lisa's question diverted me and I was in no words to answer. I shrugged lightly, masking the emptiness in me as I mumbled a small, "Anything. "

For now, I just wanted to end this quick so that I could calculate everything that happened today accordingly in solo.

*****

"I will let you two love birds alone now. Even though I wasn't satisfied with the story of you guys meeting, I will still give it a nine out of ten and I'm very much happy for you both. " Lisa said, laughing in a half-suppressed way.

"Bye, Dhi. Don't forget about the double date we talked about okay? " Lisa hugged him a goodbye while saying so and finally, she honoured for me to breath.

"I thought you would have died just by choking for air. " He teased, chuckling along.

"The hell, Dhilip. What are you even doing here and what did you tell her? You consumed her with nothing but lies and now, she thinks that we are in a very serious relationship. W-What is exactly in your mind? " I fumed with anger, balling my fist to control my emotions.

He can't just do this! I know him only just by yesterday but he had her filled as if we have been dating for months now.

"I know your mad at me but I said all those things to save you. You see, your friend...Lisa, right? She came up to me when I walked in to the lobby. Yes, I came to meet you and I was about to ask the receptionist to call you over so that we can talk, but your friend came over to me....and well, she goes off asking me questions of us. I learned a thing or twice about you telling her that your dating someone so I assumed...it was me who you mentioned. So, I played along. " He replied, sounding genuine.

I took a breath to calm myself down. I could imagined that to happen with Lisa, no wonder he had to say all those lies.

"If your still mad at me, I could make it up to you on dinner tomorrow night. " I snapped my eyes at him as I heard him saying this.

"What? You told me yesterday that we would go out again, right? " Yes, I did. But how can I do this again when I have this particular man lingering in my head?

"You're still mad at me? " Dhilip asked, nudging his head lower to connect on my eye sight.

"It's not that, Dhilip. I...I already... " Have someone in my mind. I wanted to continue but I couldn't, why?

I balled my fists tightly, regaining my troubled feelings.

"Just one last date. Please. " He begged, staring me with hope.

My brain was fuzzy by now. I wanted to yell a 'No' but also a 'Yes', at the same time.

The 'No' part in me shows about the Love God who had me hooked by physically yet mentally.

Also, comes the 'Yes' part, which urges me to give Dhilip a chance and made me think that whatever happened yesterday night is a mistake. This part, too, reminds me that it was just my sexual side that explores something that I haven't done before and I just let him in because he was the first male who went that far with me.

Though I wanted to deny the 'Yes' part, it is partly true. It was the sexual tension that caught us kissing. Then, why can't I stop thinking about him? Possibly, because he was the first guy to give me my first kiss.

Maybe, just maybe, I would get an answer for this I-can't-take-him-out-of-my-mind state from going on this date. Who knows that I would finally discover whether the crush I had for him was just a teeny crush, or something more than that which involves....emotions.

I love being around him but it still doesn't prove it that I want him in another way too.

Ignoring the sharp pinches that consumed my heart, I finally came in terms to acknowledge more about my feelings and with that I said it, "Yes. I...will go out with you. "

*****

Finishing my last document works, I prepared to leave and was waiting in front the elevator. Lisa joined me right after we left our cabins and now she's right by my side.

"Cabello, you don't seems like fine to me since he came by. Did he say anything about me...going all crazy in happiness or something? You know, sometimes I knew that it annoys- "

"There's no such thing, Lisa. Don't over think yourself and..." I turned to meet her gaze, pointing my finger on her cute flat and small nose, "...your never annoying. "

She's the only person who cares and loves me, for me. I wouldn't trade her over anything.

She huffed before shoving away my hand. Oh, right. She hated it when I do that to her.

The elevator ding came by and in minutes, we were out of the building and sooner she left with Rick as I hopped in my car.

I started the engine and out of nowhere I got struck out by the incident of the Love God running away from the cafeteria.

My instincts tells me that there's something wrong with him and that fears me.

Why would he make a run out of the cafeteria like that? Where would he be right now? Oh, my God! What if he ran away from me?

Speeding to my house, I ran to the elevator to only arrive on my unit in minutes and I unlocked the door as I entered in hurriedly.

Placing my bag on the couch in motion, my eyes roamed around my house for any source of him. But everything remained untouched and my heart beating raced wildly.

"Hey, Smith! " My voice echoed around the house loudly, expecting him to pop out from any corner.

I waited but no movements. "No! No! No! " My feet dragged me to every spaces in my small condo, starting from the kitchen and lastly at my bedroom. As I went into my room, it seemed quiet unlike before.

He...left.

What have I done for him to run away like this? Did he went back to his world or something? Did he suddenly hate the fact that he had kissed me? I know that I'm loser but I never expect him to run-

My overbearing mind stopped questioning myself midway as I hear the water running from my bathroom in the slightest volume. I launched towards the bathroom immediately and the door was open, easing my entrance to stroll in. The covers on my bathtub were closed but I found no figure bathing through this blurry covers and the water is running?

I found no time to think twice and went nearer to the covers to pull it open.

"Hey! " I gasped in surprise, looking down at this huge man sitting on my bathtub. Knees curled to his chest as he held it tighter with his arms around it, the clothes he wore completely drenched as the shower kept pouring over him.

"What are you doing? " I nearly screamed out of shock after seeing his state and I turned off the shower, while in progress I got a little soaked too.

I scooted myself downwards to his level, only to find his bloodshot eyes staring at me blankly. Has he been crying?

I couldn't help it but to lean over the tub and take him in my embrace. His drenched self fitting into mine to make me have it along and I cared less about about it right now. His dampen hair snuggling more into the crook of my neck.

I'm just happy that he's here. Even though, he doesn't look fine for me. In this thought, I pulled away. First of all, I need to get him out of here.

I stood up, holding his one arm together with me. "Get up. You will catch cold if you continue sitting here. " He looked up at me and down at himself. After thinking for sometime, he got up and was about to step out of the tub until I made him stop.

"Wait! Let me grab a towel. You need to dry yourself first. " Ordering so, I went out to grab a towel and a spare of his clothes from my closet. Only then I realized that we have our clothes together arranged side by side in my closet.

We practically doing a living together kind of relationship, aren't we? My lips perks up into a smile as I felt my heart jolting in delight at this single thought. What if I'm in love with this Love God?

Ah, he might be waiting for me and here am I, daydreaming about my unknown feelings.

I went back into the bathroom and hand over the stuffs I brought for him. I left later while closing the door behind me and decided to wait for him to get dress so that we can talk about what happened.

I sat on my bed, patiently waiting and 15 minutes later he showed up. Freshly clothed and smelling way too better than I do in my rose flavored body wash. His eyes met mine right after he made outside and I patted the side of the bed while signalling him to sit there.

He wandered slowly to me and sat on the spot where I patted for him to take.

"Do you want to talk about it? " I asked, feeling a little bit nervous about his reaction.

He was silent. Okay, I got it. He doesn't want to talk.

"You know, I was scared when I found no movements while I came in the house today. I...I thought you ran away to somewhere. " I began poking conversation, expecting at least a simple head shake from him.

"Why would I ran away? " Came his soft mumble and I stared up at him. "I have nowhere else to go rather than coming back to you, then where else would I go. "

Even if I had a sudden heart attack right now, it wouldn't be a surprise because that's how fast my heart beating marathons.

"What happen with your friend and everything? " He questioned in his lower tone and I didn't think twice about letting him know about what really happened today.

"....he apologized. And....he asked me out again. " I don't know why I was nervous to tell him this part and the fact that I quit continuing about my reply was unexplainable.

"You said yes, right? " How come he guessed it? My bowed head slowly nodded, words failing my tongue to utter it out.

"Good. That's what I expected. "

What?

"You know how to handle a man now so I think...it's a good sign that you said yes. Dhilip is a nice man and who knows, he might be the one for you. " He kept going. Making the delight in my chest to take a whole U-turn.

"You deserves the world, Kameela. " Why is he saying all this? It only pained me more but why?

I swallowed the lump in my throat, trying my best to take control over the pricking in my eyes.

My body reacts quickly than ever, I land on my feet and started walking away to hide my undefined tears which is ready to burst out anytime.

"Kameela? " He called out in the smoothest way and I came to a halt. My head moving sideways, so that I don't need to turn around my whole body and let him see me in this state.

"I wanted to go out...alone. Would that be okay for you? "

"You don't need my permission for everything. Do what you want to do. Just...be safe. " Straight after that, I left the room.

I braced myself to solve this unreadable emotions and tomorrow I will make sure to put an end to this.