If there is one thing I would want in my life, it is to be able to say things to someone without hesitating.

To tell my thoughts freely.

Especially to him.

To the person whom I love the most.

But what if the person whom I believe loves me too doesn't really feel the same way about me?

What if he assumes that what he feels is love and not of emptiness?

What if, in the end, he chose to leave me to be with her?

Should I stay and make him realize his mistake and endure the lies he has been giving me?

Should I stay in this pretentious relationship to justify what I feel for him is true?

Or should I just leave?

Will that make a difference to him?

Or to me?

Will I be able to live without him?

Or he without me?

But I am afraid to take that risk.

I am afraid that he will learn to move on and forget what he have.

What should I do?

I'm scared.