I realized that if a guy gives you very messed up signals, leave that guy.

He's not worth it, no matter how much effort you place in so much to get him to like you back.

Even if you bake him a cupcake :')

Even if you wear the cutest outfits to impress that idiot.

Even if you smell really damn good //cries// I spent money on those stuffs.

It kinda sucks that in the end that your efforts will just go down to drain and that's not good but it will make you learn in the end. I didn't cry nor was upset about it, maybe I did and did not remembered it.

I realized this when I usually blush and panick when he's around but when he was literally infront of me earlier li, I felt nothing.

My heart wasn't beating as fast as it would be.

I wasn't nervous nor excited to meet him like it would be.

It felt really odd and I didn't felt bad about it since I felt like I was free again.

I was calm and I then thought. 'So this what it feels like to fall out of love...'

My some of my friends still want me to like him and yeaaaahhhhhh, no. I'm done, I'm totally done.