《Might be triggering for very emotional people but I dunno tho...maybe? I guess?》

I made this to make me realize my flaws and strengths. I watched lots of animes before and tbh I can only relate to a few characters.

I can relate to Kageyama, Tsukishima, Oikawa, Tendou, Haruka, and Ogiwara.

I can relate to Kageyama when it comes to trusting people.

I trusted this person one time and my whole life became a mess because of this. I can relate to the time that Kageyama was doing a back toss and when he heard the ball hit the ground. He was shocked because he thought that teammates were supposed to trust him.

It broke him and he became more awkward to new people and teammates. He had to start all over again in order to trust people because volleyball is a sport where you have to trust eachother.

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I can relate to Tsukishima when it comes to placing efforts into stuffs.

I only do projects, long quizzes and other stuffs in order to get at least a decent grade. Sure, I work hard but there are times that I just couldn't handle the pressure especially if I am the leader of a certain project.

And those times, I sometimes feel so numb with emotions. I may look I am enjoying life on the outside but on the inside I just want to give up. What's the purpose for placing such effort on a spot that you know that you are not going to get? You will always fall down somewhere.

I hate to see good people lose their spots of success. They only got to enjoy a good life for such a good time.

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I can relate to Oikawa when it comes to prodigies.

I dislike the prodigies I meet in real life cause it's unfair that I can't overcome them. I don't care if they look cool, I dislike them. I worked hard for that spot and guess who took it, A prodigy.

Just being near them makes me want to punch them.

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I can relate to Tendou when it comes to being an outcast.

I was an outcast when I was young, a girl told me not to go near them because I was weird. It broke my heart and I became v sensitive when people treat me like an outcast. The fact that she said that right in front of my face, almost made me want to stop going to school.

Sure being weird is cool but that's not how I roll. I don't care if I am too normal or I am too boring, I just don't want to be an outcast.

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I can relate to Haruka when it comes to being free.

I love the feeling when you don't have any shit to do. I love that but the fact that something holds me down from that, makes me mad.

Responsibilities here and there. Blah, it irritates me to see that I have to do those craps, I know I sound lazy but hear me out bruh.
My family told me that I could be whoever I want when I grow up. I told them my dream job and they kind of didn't liked it and suggested to become this and that. They are supportive but it just wasn't enough.

I love them with all my heart but like really? Because of that, I didn't know what I want to become in the future. I have been having second choices and when it became too much, that's where my Tsukishima side kicks in.

I am now less motivated, less determined to get a good grade.

I don't want to rely on my parents any more cause I know that I will not become the independent woman that I want.

I just want to do what I love and that's it.

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I can relate to Ogiwara when it comes when it comes to hate something that I once loved.

I now officially hate studying. Tbh, I was a nerd before. I loved studying as much as I loved drawing and writing combined.

And that's a lot.

When I started getting nad grades and having horrible classmates. I got stressed and I hated studying ever since. It broke me inside and outside.

I became a bad girl and that's the end of the nerd girl, lolz.

I am pretty sure that I will never regain my love for studying after what I have experienced.

Even with all of the supportive people around me, I can still not be encouraged. It sucks that I am like that.

I AM NOT UPDATING...

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