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"The water shines only by the sun. And it is you who are my sun."

– Charles de Leusse

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Dear Kim Seokjin,

This is my last letter.

If I don't survive, I guess that's it, but either way, if I live or I die, this is it.

I think twenty-five is a nice number to end with, don't you think?

I have to thank this letter journey. Because of it, I now know my Roman numerals up to fifty.

Although I'm scared that I won't live, I know that this is a risk worth taking for you.

To my Seokjin, the love of my life, my knight in shining amor, I love you.

Now that I could potentially leave the world, I wish I could have confessed faster. I wish I could have done more things while I had the opportunity.

But alas, my life sucks.

I don't want to leave on a bad note though.

I love you. Even if I don't survive, please move on. You deserve better.

But no way in hell will I ever hand you these letters.

These letters were more like therapy than letters, to be frank.

But I poured every tear, every laugh, every emotion into these.

But I'm sad to say that this empire is done.

I love you, Seokjin-ah.

Love,
𝑱𝒊𝒔𝒐𝒐 ༄