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"You should be kissed and often, and by someone who knows how."

— "Gone With the Wind"

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Dear Kim Seokjin,

My surgery was scheduled to be in three weeks after that gathering.

During those three weeks, we did everything you and I wanted to do as a couple, because, even if you didn't say it, I knew you were scared to lose me.

But don't worry, Seokjin. Even if anything happens to me, I'll always come back for you.

I also spent a lot of time with my girls and the rest of BTS as well. I was discharged from my duty as class president, since I was about to graduate anyway.

I was released from school, being told to prepare for my life-changing operation and not to stress out too much. While at home, you helped me with all the schoolwork I was assigned at home, and everything else.

You are the most loving boyfriend ever.

The day of the operation arrived, and I was nervous, waiting in the hospital for my surgery.

You noticed my anxiety, and took my hands into your pretty little ones.

"Chu-yah," you said, brushing off a strand of fallen hair, "don't worry. We love you, and after this, you'll be all better again."

My lips trembled as I replied, "But, what if I don't make it, Seokjin?"

You smiled, your tears already fallen. "You will, Chu. I trust you."

With that, a nurse arrived, telling me to say goodbye. It was time for my surgery.

"Chu-yah, I love you."

"I love you, too, Seokjin."

I was taken into the surgery room after that, but your happy and hopeful but pained face was stuck in my head.

Love,
𝑱𝒊𝒔𝒐𝒐 ༄