This story will have mature themes and triggers- involving sex, death, cutting, traumatizing events, and depression/suicidal thoughts. Please be warned before reading.

If you have ever thought of harming yourself, or if you harm yourself, please call someone to get help.

There's so many numbers available for you to call and someone will talk with you. If you don't want to call a number, please talk to me and I will help the best I can.

Self harm is not a joke. It is not something to be taken lightly.

If you or someone you know self harms, please please seek help.

If you or someone you know has thoughts about suicide, please please seek help. The world would not be the same without you in it.

Everyone and I mean everyone is special in some way, you just have to keep trying to move forward. Life is worth living.

So please, if you can't handle life on your own, please seek help.

And if this book will trigger something for you, please don't read it.