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Sixteen: Loved You First

Since we are on a One Direction roll (or maybe that's just me), the title is then again, a 1D song. I've been meaning to put this song down on this book because it really reminded me of Robin. Now, go ahead and listen to it, and tell me you liked it :3



- - - - - Elsa - - - - - ➳


My hands trembled as I slid out a creamy piece of paper from the envelope. Inside the letter was Robin's usual handwriting— neat, with a boyish touch.

I couldn't imagine that he would send me a letter... Whatever for?

I took a deep breath, and sunk myself in his words.


Dear Elsa,


That should be me. The one taking you home to your houseeven though we just live a few blocks away, it should be me.

Even though you just met him, I should be the one.

And now when I see you and him, it tears my world apart...

Because I was the only one who loved you from the start


That was only the beginning of his letter, yet I already was so dumbfounded. 

He loved me? How come I never truly noticed? Was I that oblivious to what he felt?

How come he never told me?

If he did, would anything even change?


I've been waiting all this time to finally say it, but now I see your heart has been taken...

And nothing could be worse.


Baby, I loved you first...

And I still do... I love you, Elsa Hale... I was first, but I'm sorry that I was a coward, and you never heard from me.


Yours forever,
Robin


I looked up from the letter to see Robin standing before me. His face was all sorry, and filled with regret.

"I should have told you," he started.

"Robin..."

"I should have kissed you," he continued.

"Please, don't..."

"I should have showed you that I love you so much," he said— his voice breaking apart. "So that you wouldn't come out here chasing for his heart, when you already got mine."


I approached him and cupped his face into my hands, "Robin, it... It would have changed nothing."

"I don't believe you," he pressed on, holding the both of my hands on his cheeks. "I know you feel something for me, I just know it. You just never really let it out because of your stupid crush on Jack.

"I'm... I'm sorry," I told him— my voice also breaking with his hopes. "I'm sorry I never noticed. I'm sorry I never gave you a chance."

"Will..." he looked up to me. "Will you give me a chance, now?"


I bit my lip as he anxiously waited for my response. I never thought of him as anyone more than my best friend. He was always there for me, through thick and thin, but I always thought that that's all he will be.

He's been waiting forever... and would it hurt to give a man that has always loved me a chance?


I took his hand, squeezed it a little with a smile, "Only because you've been there for me. And I love you for that... But not exactly the way you want me to."

"Then I will make you love me like I do," he said, kissing my forehead lightly.

I smiled, "Please be light on Jack... You both are the most important guys in my life— well, besides Daddy, of course."

"Nobody knows you, baby, the way I do, and nobody loves you the way I do," he sang out, the corner of his lips forming into a smile. "I'm not scared of him."


"You're the best, really," I gave him another smile as I wrapped my arms around his neck, "Promise me that no matter what happens, we'll still be friends."

"How could I stay away from you, love?" he replied— smirking as he faked a British accent.


He gave me one last kiss on the forehead before heading out to his house, while I turned away, squeezing my face of all the drama that had happened today.


Love...? Angel...?


How am I supposed to choose?



  - - - - - Jack - - - - - ➳  


I carefully looked around to see if there was anyone with a camera that spotted that unexpected kiss over there. The last thing I ever want to happen is for Elsa to be blinded by my lights, since I could never get out from them. If that happens, I'd have no choice, but to leave her alone.

I don't want her to enter the gruesome consequences of being under the limelight. She doesn't deserve to be under everyone's radar, and she needs to live her life normally.

I shifted my gaze from side to side, in every corner of the place, and it seemed like they had no idea it was me underneath the cap. Good.


"Where have you been?" Manny yelled at me, putting down his phone from his ear. "I have been contacting you all afternoon, and you just left the hotel without a word."

"Sorry, I just had to take care of something," I replied with a shrug.

He eyed me carefully, "It's that girl, isn't it?"

"What, what do you mean?" I faked confusion.

He chuckled, "I know why we're here in North Carolina. I'm not dumb, Jack. Just make sure that what you're doing to her won't harm her."

"Under the spotlight is something that a small-town girl like her wouldn't like for a very long time," he continued.


I shook my head as I passed him in the lobby, avoiding the gazes of the people inside— whispering, 'Hey, is that Jack Frost?'

I even ignored twin girls who asked for a picture, all because of the bombarding thought in my mind.


Could I hurt Elsa this way? Would she reject me all because of her suffocation in my fame?

Could she accept me? 

Would she run away from this— from us?



- - - - - - - - - - ➳

From:  [email protected]

Sent: Friday, June 11, 10:50 p.m. [NCT]

To: [email protected]

Subject: Fun day ideas?


Dear Jack,

I'm absolutely out of ideas on what we could do tomorrow. I'm afraid that it would flunk.


Love,
Elsa



- - - - - - - - - - ➳

From: [email protected]

Sent: Friday, June 11, 11:10 p.m. [NCT]

To: [email protected]

Subject: Fun day ideas?


Hey Angel,

As long as I'm with you, it's perfect.


From,
Jack



A/N: Well, well, well...

What do we have here?


xoxo,
Julienne


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