Heaven,                                                                                          Apr 13, 1941

A smile, I saw you smile today and it filled me with joy, I was thrilled when you ran to my shop, grinning like the war was over. however when I saw what you were holding I must say my heart burned with red flames. Dylan was safe you exclaimed, and while yes, I was thrilled to know he hadn't died, it hurt to know the only smile i've seen in months from you Is because f him and not me. I've done so much for you and all you do is cry but all he has to do is stay alive and you celebrate like theres no tomorrow. Why do you love him so much, why can't you love me the way you love him, all I want is you to feel because of me, to care about me, to see me as more than you weeping pillow.

Please see me for who I am,

Luci