Heaven,                                                                                       Mar 13, 1941

What do you mean he's the only one for you? he hasn't even known you or cared for you as long as I have. he's been gone for a month, don't you fell free without him? I know I do. but I feel he's still holding us back, it's clear you care for me as you come crying to me daily. you want my comfort and I can't help feel you want more. I know you can't just lose Dylan like that, and trust me it would hurt to hear he died in such a gruesome way, but I don't feel he really burned for you as much as I do, your relationship felt rushed, unnecessary, and pointless. it was clear at the wedding he only cared about appearances and not you. If only you loved me as much as you loved him. you know, some days I wish I was him, or in his place, so you would weep for me as you weep for him.

I would wage wars for you,

Luci